Hijacked| Chanlix

Baby boy

Chapter 128 

Baby boy

POV  Chan

-That a sign of destruction of emotions, Felix better explain the shit he did well to us.

Minho said leaving Binnie on the phone with Han and Hyunjin who heard it all. He signed and the other 2 boys were looking the same sad about the situation in genera as Felix refused to talk about anything.

-Give me those hands.

Minho ordered as I retuned to the room with towel around my hips.

I gave him as he disinfected them putting some bandage on it, honestly if he didn't I would care less about them at the moment. I left the gym going to my place to look for the homework I had to give out.

I arrived to the flat feeling how lone it was inside, a cold flat with no sense.

I was doing a coffee when Hannah called me.

-Hi, bro, how are u?

-Hi, good, where are u?

-I am in the Sydney as I wanted to be, I miss u!

-How are the therapy?

I asked as after the situation the help was necessary for the girl.

-It's good, I like the clinic, its friendly.

-I am happy to hear dear.

I signed sipping on the coffee.

-I mean, I want to ask u, I saw here while surfing, Felix, I mean or it was other boy, is here back in Australia?

-Yes.

I gasped giving a sad breath out. I sat down at the table.

-He looked sad, something happened? Chan talk to me. Please...

She looked desperate.

-We broke up, more to say he broke up with me. My mother payed him to do that. He accepted and took the money.

-I can't believe that, it doesn't sound real, are u sure it's that simple.

-Hannah if he wanted he would tell me and not leave a shitty message in the kitchen.

I felt worser again.

-I am sorry. I hope u will Gove him chance if he wants to talk, please promise me. Just this one time.

I looked at the wall with the picture of us both we did and printed at the shop. We looked like a happy silly couple.

-Okay, I will.

-Thanks, brother, love you. I must run, I have classes in swimming.

-Love u.

I came up to the wall, taking the picture off the wall. I couldn't look at this at the moment, placing it in the laundry room facing to the wall.

I looked more miserable as ever. I finished tasks and left for bed but I couldn't sleep, the sheets smelled like him, the sweet vanilla smell coming from them. I threw them in the laundry sleeping with the blanket I had in living room.

The school looked as always full of shit and gossips.

I entered having black sweats with cuts and hoodie with a cropped part and under was a tight t-shirt. I took beanie as I felt no shower in the morning.

I was going through the halls, as I saw the guys standing and they saw me. I was enough of the stares yesterday.

I left the other way to the mud room, dropping the bag.

-Where is u baby boy?

Mingi asked entering the room filled with mental smoke I produced.

I rolled my eyes breathing in and out shutting the eyes to concentrate on something different now.

-Fuck off.

I heard from behind. It was Minho, who threw the other one out of the room, sitting opposite.

He smoked with me. We looked at each other but he didn't speak, he knew it all. I needed silence for once and he gave it all.

We finished and went together to the class with no words involved. I sat alone at the back of the class as he joined Han who looked at me and then at Minho.

They also were in absence of the boy there.

I left as fast as I could school going to gym, to threw my hands somewhere as I felt I needed some running.

The thoughts of uselessness filled my life. It was only up to my sister, her pain was holding me to this planet. I grew back to be alone, now I didn't need anyone, no alcohol, no party, no sluts. It was the paradox I couldn't get.

I ignored messages for several days as it went on the same circle.

School-Gym-Shop-Home.

All over again.