I pressed the button and he shrugged, seeing me. He turned at once hiding himself more from me.
-I heard u are talking bullshit about me.
I said calmly, scrubbing my body.
-What?
He was shocked.
I turned to him coming up to his body. I was sever...
I was watching as all of them where starring at me and it was so confusing. I stood there not getting why Felix was in tears.
They guys started walking out of the room as he was sitting and still sobbing. I got the message as felt Minho caressing my shoulder and leaving the flat, they all disappeared in the other room.
I came up to him and sat opposite the boy who was on the floor just in a hand distance from me. The red face and tears where running down.
I took him by chin pushing him slightly to myself. His eyes were on me and he was breathing hardly.
-What happened, baby boy?
I asked wiping the tears from his face and caressing the skin around the lips, my eyes were fixed on him. He looked broken and lost. I felt the guilt running inside eating the last pieces of understanding.
-Talk to me, little.
I prayed him and he tried to pull himself together, still in my hand wiping the rest of the wetness left there.
-I talked to San and he is concerned, why? Channie, why are taking cocaine?
He blasted at me trying to get the sense inside and I got that he knows now about my unhealthy addiction, I got that he was nervous about it all but the guild was written on my face.
-I am.
I answered and he was broken for second time.
-Why? Channie?
He asked me trying to recover the truth behind. I got his fear coming here right now and the questions were nagging of the little boy.
-Come here, baby.
I took him in my hands as he calmly took it all in getting on my lap. His eyes were craving for my love. And I knew I had to help myself to recover from the madness happening the last months.
-I started taking it back during the period when u broke up with me and it was helping me a lot. I haven't stopped cause I tried to do everything to forget u baby and my feeling got colder. I know and I am sorry I have been so distant. I just need time to stop the usage and I know I can do that, that doesn't mean I lost feeling for u, they are just somewhere deep inside.
I pressed his fragile body to mine creating the warmness as he listened to every word I produced.
-Channie, are u sure u still love me?
He asked me and I smiled lightly looking at the big eyes he showed to me.
-I can't just throw u out of my heart Felix. It's just the wound was created is in a need of heal.
-Will u help me, to recover me back, little?
He smiled to me, giggling as his hands moved to my chest and he curled up on my lap.
-Yes, I will, Channie, just allow me to get u back.
I laughed at his little whispers as he smiled lightly.
-What would u like, baby boy?
He looked shy to ask but I knew he wanted something. I pushed him closer as his knees were near my ass from both sided he was sitting on me.
-Talk to me.
-Make love to me Channie.
He looked into my eyes asking about the thing I was worried about.
We did it once before but mostly it was the thing about hard sex and I knew he would ask me that one time.
-My vanilla boy, of course I will do that, wanna go home now?
I smirked to him and he nodded having the red face. I kissed him on the lips softly lifting him up with me.
-How is u tummy?
He asked hugging me lightly and. Trying to hold to my body.
-All good, I bought some pills and they are helping me but I have to stop using that, though I am not sure I will be able at once.
He pushed the doors open as they boys were sitting by the wall starring at us as I was carrying him.
-We are going home.
I said and they seemed to be happy.
-We are planning a little party tomorrow's one to us u both.
Hyunjin said looking with admiration as Felix was hiding inside of my jacket.
-We will.
He shouted from the inside and I giggled at his cuteness.
I waved at others going to the car.
"We have to talk, call me when u have time."
I saw the notification on the phone which made me frown up, I hid it from Felix, he was enough fragile at the moment.
P.S. I still recover from CB, in love with the title song, Comflex is my weak point....hahaha...i just uploaded Hyunlix chapter....it's getting hotter there....i have a slight Chanlix too...haha...I want to post tomorrow more babies, listen Rockstar and be healthy!
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