I pressed the button and he shrugged, seeing me. He turned at once hiding himself more from me.
-I heard u are talking bullshit about me.
I said calmly, scrubbing my body.
-What?
He was shocked.
I turned to him coming up to his body. I was sever...
I looked annoyed as hell and cigarettes didn't help me that much.
"Be at my place at 10 p.m. with school things."
I wrote to him and put the phone back in the pocket.
-Can we talk?
The face I could push anytime was in front of me again.
-No.
I said going b the father of the year. He stood there coo las fuck but he was so miserable in reality.
-I said I want to talk.
He said standing in front of me.
-What do u want?
I asked looking at him.
-I want u back in the house.
-In u dreams, I will return to the hell place.
-We need to start u to prepare to take over Chan u need to get it!
-I was always on u side, father but after all this terror u got me in, no thanks. I would rather leave on the street.
-I don't have another son to do that. U know the business pretty well. I need u.
I looked at him with no understanding of him coming to me a requesting things, he was shameless.
-We will accept with mother Felix and any u conditions just we need to start some business involving u already, Chan.
-What is it for?
I asked looking at the windows of the place as people walking around.
-What do u mean?
He was puzzled.
-U are doing this all for what, have u ever though we just needed a normal family with holidays, stupid movie times and casual park walks and fun in fair trade. Have u ever though we needed human love? U are growing up to what? What's is the sense in this all, Simon Bang?
I asked still looking at the Hannah annoying San with her stupid questions. He was entertained though.
-U lost everything u could, I am just happy she has it all.
He looked at the girl in front.
I left him there as there was no sense to talk to myself.
I left the building getting home to receive the whole set of answers from the little boy.
He was standing by the door in his phone as I came.
-Hi, baby. I will give u the spare key, it's bad u standing here.
I kissed him.
-It's only 5 minutes Channie.
I opened the doors and entered seeing the whole changes he did as it was so dark in hall.
He was blonde again and the coat was on him. He really had a good taste to things, I may allow him buy something for myself. He would enjoy that for sure.
-U look hot, little come to daddy.
And the boy left the coat and shoes running to me. I took him up placing on my waist with this legs crossed as we moved to the bedroom. I sat on the bed and the kisses were wet but I wanted to get the answers before I could decide what to do with him.
-Tell me what did Kate tell u?
He was surprised.
-How do u know?
He asked and I went sad again, so she told the truth.
-She was there and ate me up for this.
He told me everything about that and I placed him by my side trying to get everything, it was so sad to realise that he pushed himself into this after she told that.
-Felix, why have u done that? Why did u do that for me only? It makes me so angry that u did it not from the will that ....
I looked bad again.
The bottle was opened and I threw the jacket on the floor opening the collar and sleeves.
-But I wanted this too. Yes, she told me that but I always wanted to see that Chris. It was my decision.
It was good to hear but not convincing for me.
I sat on the floor opposite the bed placing the head on the wall. He was still sitting on the floor.
She was there again destroying my life. The pain grew again as I reminded the whole past events. The bottle was in my hands. He looked worried.
-Channie, I was a little shy to tell u that but I really liked it and I want u to get it inside that it doesn't scare me.
-But it scares me, baby boy.
I drank one more sip and the bitter feeling of her influence everywhere I stepped was so reelable. I felt like being her marionette in the human face.
-Shit!
I bang with my head on the wall corner as hard as I could, and the blast scared the Felix as he fell on the knees in front of bed, opposite me.
I felt the blare picture in font of me and took another sip.
-Channie please, don't harm yourself.
I felt he came up closer sitting on the knees in front. He looked concerned.
I moved closer to him.
-He looked at me than on the wall corner where I hit. His face went dark, as he touched the place, moving his hand closer to himself.
It was blood on his fingers. I hit that hard. The drops of tears appeared on his face.
He took the bottle from my hands, taking my hand with his both.
He looked up at me and said.
-I am here for u, not because she wants me to, she would want me to get lost from life forever but I am here, she thought I would run away from u Channie but I didn't cause I love u, isn't it what matters?
He looked so pure as I grabbed his chin crashing the lips on his. My hands took his body hungrily close to me.
-What should I do with u? Baby boy?
I asked whispering into his mouth.
-Do anything u want, Channie, I am yours!
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