Hard feeling inside

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Chapter 116

Hard feeling inside


POV Chan


-Christopher just be sure the boy isn't after u money.

I signed and tuned off the call. It was shitty to hear all over again. I closed my eyes, smoking the last time deepest I could.


POV Felix


I heard him talking on the phone, the smoke was coming inside, so I decided to close the doors better for the trashy smell not to get inside the house.

I came closer listening to the whole conversation.

It was hard to swallow and I let to the bathroom. I couldn't prove anything a I was poor as fuck. I couldn't somehow show that money wasn't my interest as it looked like that.

I signed as I sat on the top of the bath tub, looking in the mirror.

I loved him with whole my heart and that was all I could give him, there was nothing else to offer to him. Only that much.

The tear fell down on the t-shirt and I rubbed the traces of it trying to comfort myself.

I looked so miserable at the moment cause I just only now realised who Chan was. The rich guy with the whole empire standing behind him. He will become the person of everyone's dreams and who was I just a hopeful guy, who wanted to become a famous dancer or at least a good one.

We are so different in our circles. I just came to this point now, it horrified me completely.

-Felix? Where are u?

I heard the voice, I jumped of the bath and went to wash my puffy face from crying.

I retuned back seeing Chan was ordering some food.

-What do my baby wants to eat?

He asked em softly and I smiled to him at once but it was a sad smile.

-Sushi?

-Okay, that will do, I will pick something for both of us, do u eat all?

He asked sitting on the sofa still in his phone.

-Yes.

I shyly said and he saw the look instantly calling me up to him. I saw near him.

-What's wrong baby?

He asked me and I looked on the floor.

-Nothing.

-Shitty lies, Felix. U can do better.

He said moving me closer to him as I was on his lap sitting.

-What is it, tell me!

He said.

-I just...don't know Channie...I have nothing else to give u, only my love..that's all I have to offer, are u sure it's enough?

I said and I felt I was losing control over my emotions.

-Did u hear the phone call?

He asked as he got where was it coming from. He took door hair from my face caressing the ear and behind it.

I nodded silently. He moved me closer to his face.

-I will be happy to receive love from u! It's enough for me, Lixie. U was dreaming to find such person as u are, other things I don't give a smallest fuck about them.

He kissed me softly, moving in the same rhythm. It was a kiss of love that we shared together, slow a sloppy one but so pure.

I felt tears going down as he was wiping my face and smiling softly to me.

-I will the happiest man if u will just be always by my side. I will do the rest.

He kissed my forehead making me giggle a little.

I melted into his arms as he was caressing my back.

I heard the door bell and he went to take the order.

We took the juices and moved to the living room to watch some K drama I picked up, I was sure he hated it all but didn't tell a word to me.

It felt great, to be like this, so calm and he was changing on my eyes turning form the fuck boy into the carrying man.

I hardly knew what will come with his responsibilities at firm. It was the brick wall smashing me in face. Could I go through it? I didn't know.


P.S. Why i'm cringing on writing fluffy and SMUT is absolutely okay? Am I normal one?

I saw a lot of mistakes in previous chapters, i am sooooooo sad....

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