Hijacked| Chanlix

Dark-faced reality

Chapter 80

Dark-faced reality

POV Felix

Was I ready to try that all? Chan was really so nice to me but what she told I haven't seen that side of him that much, if the club balcony was just a part of it...how hard he must go on people...

I saw some guy smoking and asked for one and they looked surprised as never saw me with cigarette but gave me gladly lighting it up. I sat on the bench opposite the school inhaling the smoke as I used to it and didn't cough at all. I wondered how it helped people, as the only thing I liked was the smoke coming of my mouth.

I traced it placing the back of the body on the table behind me. It was more enjoyable. I was having so much on that it was the least crazy things to happen to me.

I saw people walk out of the school and whole my group appeared outside. I saw Chan and others.

Minho was in shock looking at me and then others turned seeing me smoking.

-Am I blind or Felix is smoking?

Han was confused.

The whole group looked at me with the biggest question mark.

-Fuck, he has to be kidding me.

I heard Chan becoming angry and walking straight to me.

-Oh, he is fucked.

Minho told laughing as others giggled, leaving us to be.

-What a hell u think u are doing, baby boy?

Chan took the cigarette throwing it on the ground and smashing it with foot.

I looked scared as saw the rage in his eyes. He was in agony for seeing me just smoking.

-I am smoking.

I said with confidence.

-Shit, Lix it's bad.

-But u do it.

He signed sitting on the bench near.

-I do it, cause if I don't I would take alcohol or drugs, its the only healer now for me. But I want to stop it.

He looked at me.

-What happened? U seems edgy.

I signed and looked up to the sky.

-Can I see the Christopher?

He was confused af.

-What do u mean? Lixie are u okay?

He took my face in his big arm pushing to himself.

-I want to see the dark side of u, Channie.

He understood where I was leading and pushed closer the face to me.

-U aren't ready yet, baby.

He kissed me warm and I pushed him away from me.

-I think u are then not honest with me as I want to have no lines between us. U are so sweet with me but I feel u want more from me, u are craving for that Channie.

He looked somewhere else deep in mind.

-I know I am a newbie but I want to try it for u.

I didn't know If I was ready but a try won't hurt, though I. (Sure)

-I don't want u to leave me after u will get to that. I think we can wait for that. -No Channie, I really want to be all that for u, I want to see u all ,the bad and good one, I want to understand the whole picture.

He was so unsure but the dark thoughts were fighting with good once.

He suddenly, turned his head to me looking into the eyes.

-Are u sure, u will accept that? I don't want to lose u.

He looked so worried.

-We will try if it will be too much I will tell u but at least I will be able to get to u, Channie.

-There is no way back then, baby boy, do u get it?

He said and it sounded like a beginning of a horror movie.

-Yes, I am sure.

I said giving him a permission to do whatever he want to me.

He smiled to me.

-Alright then, let's go.

He threw me on his shoulder as I giggled and shouted to put me down, he smashed my ass hard making me whimper and going to his car with on his body. I saw people giving looks and some jealousy was in the air but I finally came to the degree of not thinking much of that.

My life, my rules.

Or I only thought so...

My life, Channie's rules...

P.S. Write some ships u want me to write about, Hyunlix or Jilix, Changlix? Any other? I am still a baby Stay hi hi...