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Addiction

Chapter 135

Addiction

POV Chan

The big pain in stomach was driving me crazy, the nauseousness was eating me, I felt urge to vomit as I ran inside locking the doors fast.

The outcome was terrible as I was on my knees in front of toilet seat.

It didn't let me go like that, I did it 3 times, until I felt my stomach was outside as I dropped the body on the wall trying to calm the urge. The red face and tear were coming to my face.

I overdosed on drugs, again.

It was the 4th time in the last weeks.

-Are u okay?

I was silent catching my breath to realise the situation got bad as I was getting myself in some deep shit.

-Channie?

I heard the second bang on the door.

-I am okay, baby it's food. All good.

I stood up coming to skink to wash face and teeth. The cold water brought my sense back to life.

I heard some noises as guys returned back.

I entered back as Felix flew to me.

-Are u okay?

-I need to buy some pills, baby I will be back soon.

They looked as I left the flat running away from the whole truth chasing me.

POV Felix

-He is acting weird.

Han said sitting near Hyunjin.

We were in three there as I knew IN was with Seungmin and boys were in their flat near us.

-I don't know he feels different, from yesterday.

I said sitting opposite to them.

-What do u mean?

-He slept on the sofa saying some shit about calls.

-Fuck, he seems to be broken, Felix u have to talk with him openly.

I looked on my screen seeing the San call incoming.

-Put on speaker.

Hyunjin asked and it did it.

The doors opened and Binnie and Minho entered with snacks, Han shushed them.

-Hi, San, are u okay?

-Hi, Lixie, I am but Chan is he alright? Did u get back?

-Yes, we did, yesterday. Why are u asking.

-Cause he was contacting my dealer 5 times during the month and it's not a good sign.

The boys surrounded me to listen carefully.

-What do u mean? Dealer?

-I mean the dealer. He is taking cocaine, Felix.

The jaw of Han dropped down as I saw a serious look on all of them.

-What?

-You have to look after him, he may harm himself. Or overdose.

-How do I know?

I felt the gasp in the mobile.

-Headaches, bad sleep, irritation and he most probably vomit a lot, he did it two years ago when he was I deep shit taking a lot.

I dropped the face realising he is overdosing himself.

-I think he is, already.

The tears were dropping one by one as I felt the hug from Binnie coming to me.

-What do u mean? Felix? Tell me more.

He sounded worried.

-He was vomiting 5 minutes ago blaming it on food and literally ran away.

-Shit, it's bad, he is hiding it, Felix, it is really bad then. Talk to him, but be careful, there is something bad going on in his head if he does that, he won't tell to not hurt u but in reality, it may be not too optimistic.

-What do um mean? Not optimistic.

I was sobbing hard.

-The previous time he did so, when he wanted to end things up with Kate and he was going through all stages of regrets not to touch that bitch feelings and u know he broke up with her eventually.

I lost the phone, it fell on the floor as Minho grabbed it ending the call. I was in hysterics again and it was all my fault, all my mistakes I did poor choices.

The door opened as Chan entered, looking confused from the whole scene.