23rd of October (Soukoku)

Chapter one, Thinking and bad days

On a nice, chill Tuesday, Dazai woke up, got dressed and ready for work.

It was a more normal enough day than usual.

' Strangely, no calls, new encounters, suprise visits, or anything. It was weird ' , Dazai thought to himself, looking up at the slightly color changing trees as he walked his way to work. When he had looked up he saw the sky moving adagio as time moved on.

'Time, how long has it been since his first failed suicide attempt? Has to be years', he decided looking back down as he continued walking.

'I wonder what suicide method I should try next' next... He did not like the sound of that. Next ment there has been past attempts. Attempts he didnt like the sound of that either. all failed methods of suicide.

'Maybe I should do single suicide. Nobody seens willing to die with me so I might aswell do it myself by now, get it over with. Painless of course, but soon. '

His thoughts were interrupted as he made it to the office building. He sighed and entered the building, not wanting to forget what he was thinking about, he wrote it down straight when he got in.

Atsushi, Ranpo, and Kenji are currently on the main office. we waves to the two and smiles. Its normal that the other, more responsible two wouldnt be in the office as, Kunikida is usually on missions, and Yosano is usually in her nursing office.

Dazai is glad Kunikida isnt here to lecture him, he doesn't need it today.

Dazai sits in his chair dramaticly and sighs at the paper work on his desk. Its a good stack of paper about his last mission with Kunikida. He does not want to do this. He looks and Atsushi's desk then to Atsushi. He looks into his eyes, gets up, and walks to him.

"Atsushi Kunikida left thia for you~" He said ploping the stack of papers connected by staples and binder clips on the youngers dest.

"Wha- but this is the paper he left for me? And that is about the mission you and Kunikida did, I wasnt involved, so it is your paper do it yourself." The younger stated and gathered the papers more neatly and gave them to dazai.

"But Atsushi-".

"No, Dazai".

"Fine" Dazai huffed and went back to his desk.