40. A lullaby ❤️‍🔥

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Yu gasped and woke up from his sleep in sweat. It's been 5 days since he came back home, and every night since he was still at the hospital, even until now that he has already home, Yu always had a nightmare.

This is not something new for Yu. A nightmare.

After what happened with his mother, Yu always had a nightmare, day to day, but since he met Sam and slept with him, Yu barely had a nightmare. In fact he never had any nightmare since he slept with Sam.

But it comes back. The nightmares. In a different style of nightmare.

It used to be about his mother, about the feelings when he lost his mother. But now, it's all about Sam. Yu is scared to lose Sam. That, and the things that almost happen to him.

Sam told him everything, about how he got stabbed. Yu felt so stupid, he thought that he saved Sam back then, but it turned out that Sam also did the same.

But even though he didn't watch it by himself of how Sam got stabbed, Yu could see it every night on his dream. How Sam was lifeless with blood all over his body, how Sam was about to leave him alone, then those jerks with their freaking scary laugh who start to come over him.

Yu kept replaying the same thing over and over, in his dreams.

But Yu never tell Sam about any of his nightmare. He didn't want to make Sam worry about him. Now he knew why Sam lied to him about his condition before.

Yu was catching his breathe for a minute, then he looked at the watch, it's 2 am. Yu then looked at the empty space next to him. Sam is not here.

Yu got down from the bed slowly, and walked out of the room. Then he saw Sam sitting on the island with his laptop on, and a bottle of champagne beside it.

"Can't sleep?" Yu asked quietly.

Sam turned his head to look at Yu and smiled. "Why are you awake? Are you thirsty? I'll get you a water, go back to the bed." Sam said then he got up from his chair.

But instead of going back to the bed, Yu walked over to Sam. He didn't want to go back to bed.

"What are you doing?" Yu asked, already sitting down on the chair next to Sam earlier.

"Well. I can't sleep, so I just checking works for a little." Sam answered while he poured a water in a glass, then he gave it to Yu.

"Thank you." Yu muttered softly. But he just hold on the glass, he's not here for this, but he couldn't say no to Sam either.

Sam sat down and stroked on Yu's head gently, staring at the small plaster on his head that still painful enough for Sam whenever he saw it. Ignoring the bandages around his waist that is much larger actually. But he doesn't feel it at all.

"Go back to sleep." Sam then told him softly.

No matter how painful it is for Sam, but Sam tried his best not to show it to Yu. Or Yu would feel guilty and blamed himself again for everything that happen.

"Um." Yu replied shortly. But then he stared at Sam and shook his head, "I mean no, I can't sleep too."

Sam smiled softly, "Should I sing you a lullaby?"

Yu chuckled softly. Sam is really ridicolous sometimes.

"Sam." Then Yu called him all of sudden. "How is your wound?"

Sam stared at Yu and blinked his eyes a few times, he was surprised that Yu suddenly ask about his wound.

"It's fine." But then Sam replied softly, honestly.

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