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i finally said hi to tyler

10/11/23

okay this journal is basically me talking about my crush lmfao. i promise i'll talk about other things but tyler has taken over my mind 😩😩

but guysss i said hi to tyler in person todayyyy like are u proud of me??

it only took me two weeks to do it but like i never had a good time to do it.

but after our last class period was over, i bolted out of my econ class and raced downstairs and waited by a hall tyler was coming out of.

then me and my guy friend walked together out the door and he was telling me to go say hi to him the whole time lmfao. basically hyping me up.

i thought tyler was going to get on his bus but like he past it and was walking the same way i was going, so i sped up to him.

then he looked behind and saw me and slowed down his pace. i was then by his side and i said hi to him and then he said hi back and smiledd and oh em geeee he's so cuteeee.

also idk if i've mentioned this, i don't think i did but his nose is like my favorite feature on his face, like i'm weirdly obsessed with his nose. it's like long and big and he's just so cute

i mean this update isn't crazy but it's good to mark this down. and also sorry if i don't sound so enthusiastic, i'm tired asf it's almost 10pm.

i also have a math test first period tomorrow so yay 😍

i just love writing about my interactions i had with my crush and just random thoughts because i think that it will be very cool to look back at this stuff in like twenty years from now lmao. cause i won't delete this or wattpad and i just wanna have this stuff for memories.

i don't want tyler to become a memory, but at some point i think he will. because the guys that i have crushes on all become memories or situationships that ever work out.

also as i was writing, tyler snapped me then he replayed my snap and i freaked out, but then i remembered that my guy friend who is also tyler's friend, snapped him on my phone and sent it to tyler. so that's why he relayed it 😭

my he at t dropped i thought he was replaying a pic i sent him of myself byeee 💀

anyways, i'm probably going to watch some tiktoks. i'll update soon, bye besties‼️