𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐲 ( 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔 '𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒗𝒂𝒖𝒍𝒕')

Friday The 13th

Written: January 13th, 2023

Genre: Dark Pop ( Ex: Rep album by T.S. )

A/N: Honestly one of my least favs I've written, it's too short for my taste and I don't typically write short songs, but maybe the short length of the song symbolizes the shortlived relationship I thought the friendship was at the time. Yeah, this one is autobiographical and damn, I was so wrong, I love how wrong I was. Tbh I was still slightly mentally unstable in January, so I was being so melodramatic about the situation. I honestly take back what I said in this song, but it's the title, so I'm stuck publishing this song-

I'm really grateful for the last Friday the 13th. I might've been glum about the outcome at the time, but then I whipped up my mastermind skills a week later and got the guts to reach out after 2 years + 6 months. Yayyyy- ( I was so bitter in 2022 and I apologize for that. I really do take back anything I said in 2022 and this song, I wasn't being fair ). Ok, I will shush now. Babbling on and on isn't helping anyone's case here.

1ST VERSE:

Friday the 13th I've never believed to be unlucky, and neither did you

To you, Fridays were just luck of good

And 13? Well, you claim that's the day you met me

PRE-CHORUS:

You'll hear their tales of doom

Of how the worst will gloom

But that's not true, not that's not true

CHORUS:

Friday the 13th brought upon a new belief

that you no longer care for me

Or else, you'd be there for me

Like you swore you'd be

Well, it's been a long time coming

2ND VERSE:

I was waiting for the right package to be delivered

For sure, there's been so much heartbreak

The past only triggers, don't beg to differ

It only figures I can't trust what I once heard

False were your words, and now my love is cursed

PRE-CHORUS:

In the back of my mind lied behind fatal instinct

That you've lied, this time I found you without alibi

Cause you lied, yeah, you lied

CHORUS:

Friday the 13th brought upon a new belief

that you no longer care for me

Or else, you'd be there for me

Like you swore you'd be

Well, it's been a long time coming

BRIDGE:

For sure, there's been so much heartbreak

The past only triggers, don't beg to differ

How am I to believe, that you've truly moved on without me

I thought I was your everything!

It only figures I can't trust what I once heard

False were your words, and now my love is cursed

CHORUS:

Friday the 13th brought upon a new belief

that you no longer care for me

Or else, you'd be there for me

Like you swore you'd be

Well, it's been a long time coming