𝑴𝒚 𝑩𝒐𝒚 𝑪𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉 ♡︎

anxiety

Few days has passed since that day. Jungkook has been silent lately and it's bothering everyone in the group.

Jungkook is practicing more than anyone. Not eating properly. Working out for extra hours. The goofiness in his just vanished. Yoongi tried to talk to him but couldn't get any information.

Jungkook's POV:

I had been on twitter and watching ARMYs comments about us. I saw many hate comments about me. And other members as well but they were mostly haters but i saw hate comments about me from ARMY.

They were talking about my performance. My visual and my body. They were calling me pig. They were saying that I'm talentless. And just a showpiece in the group. I tried not to focus on this but these thoughts just doesn't seems to go away from my mind.
I stopped eating so that i can get into a perfect shape. Now I can't properly spend time with my hyungs. As I'm always tired and secondly i saw many comments saying that I'm disrespectful towards my hyungs. All these things are irritating me. I can't sleep at night. First my unexpected love and now all these comments aren't letting me live peacefully ..

Namjoon's POV:

Jungkook is always a perfectionist. I know..we all know that but something is wrong here and he isn't sharing anything with us. He has been like this the whole time. He never let us know how he feels. I thought probably yoongi hyung will know something about it as we all asked him to talk to jk but he couldn't get anything out of him. Stubborn kiddo. And now it's been 2 hours since we all have arrived at our dorm from practice but he's still there.
Even Taehyung and jimin couldn't find out. It's wired to see him so silent. And stressed. Probably i should talk to him. I have to know what's bothering him in order to help him in it.
All I want is our playful maknae back.
I'll talk to him tonight.

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It's already 12.30 and jungkook hasn't come yet. They all were asleep except namjoon. He asked them to sleep and said that he will wait for jungkook.

It's 1 AM now and namjoon was sitting on the couch waiting for Jungkook. Jungkook finally came. As he was about to go to his room namjoon called out and asked why he's so late? Namjoon noticed how jungkook was looking. It felt like he hasn't eaten for many days. He looked so fragile. Soo weak.. it felt like he's about to faint. He asked jungkook if he has eaten something or not and the younger male nodded and before namjoon could ask anything jungkook started going his room. But fainted because of weakness and thank God that namjoon was there hold him. The moment he hold him he realised that jungkook has fever. His body is burning.. he  immediately took him to his room layed him on his bed. And called the doctor. Namjoon didn't wanted to disturb the members but jin was already awake because of some noise. And  he saw jungkook laying there unconscious. He called yoongi vmin hobi. Now they all were there in Jungkook's room. The doctor had given him medicine and said he's really weak and it's probably because he's starving himself. Everyone was surprised. Because jungkook always said he's eating his food properly. Though he eat his launch and dinner in his room not with them. But he said he's eating his food. Namjoon was standing there worried and nervous hearing this. He bites his lower lip and trying to be calm in front of the members and doctor. The doctor went away giving an injection to jk and said he will wake up soon. And asked them to feed him properly as he's really weak. They nodded and the doctor leaves.. jin went to the kitchen to make something for Jungkook and yoongi was helping him. V and jimin was sitting there with namjoon. Hoseok also went to the kitchen to make a special homemade medicine saying that it works like magic as his mom used to make it for him whenever he got fever.

Jimin sensed that namjoon was worried so he tried to calm him down.

After some time jungkook woke up and saw jimin Taehyung and namjoon sitting there. Jimin went to call jin and yoongi and hobi. They came there with food and medicine. Jungkook was tensed at that as he didn't wanted to face them now.