𝑴𝒚 𝑩𝒐𝒚 𝑪𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉 ♡︎

reassuring

It's the time of Mama award. They have to perform and they are really excited for it. Everyone is excited to see ARMYs once again. They got ready and was went to the award show. As BTS entered the red carpet.. people started screaming and cheering for them. Cameras was on them. After that they went and took their sits. Maknae line sit with namjoon and jin, suga, jhope sit in the back raw.but after few minutes three of them also came and joined the maknaes...

As they were really excited to perform somehow namjoon noticed Jungkook's expression and saw that he was really nervous as he was playing with his coat as he always does this whenever he's nervous.. namjoon put his arms around him in a protective way. Jungkook looks at him and namjoon gave him a smile and a reassuring nod and jungkook also smiled but he was still nervous inside. All those hate comments were roaming on his mind. Doesn't matter how much he pushed those thoughts, it still comes back..

It was announced that BTS will perform next. So they went to change into the clothes which they will dance in.. everyone got ready. And they started leaving to the backstage.. waiting for get on the stage.. Jungkook looked at himself for the last time. Trying to fight those negative thoughts that captivating his mind .. closing his eyes..taking deep breaths.. and suddenly he felt someone's arms around his waist. He opened his eyes, looked at the mirror and saw that namjoon was hugging him behind. He kept his hand on namjoon's and backed his head and rested on namjoon's shoulder.. it was relaxing. Jungkook felt all the negativity washing away from him.

"Don't worry that much. I know you will do great. You're my golden maknae." Namjoon softly said and jungkook smiled a little. Then opened his eyes looking at namjoon. He didn't said anything but his expressive eyes talked on behalf of his mouth. Namjoon smiled and moved Jungkook's bangs a little and then kissed on his forehead softly. Jungkookie felt that kiss by every part of his body. He closed his eyes as he felt namjoon's soft lips on his forehead.a small smile appeared on his face.

"Come on jungkookie.. let's go. Don't worry you'll do great.. i trust you" namjoon said and probably this was enough or more than enough for the maknae to hear that namjoon trusts him.. a wired confidence with happiness filled inside Jungkook's heart as his eyes lit up. Namjoon hold his hands and walked to the rest of the members leaving the sweet memories in the makeup room.

BTS performed fire ... Fake love.. idol. The fans screamed their lungs out. They were waving army bomb ..
And at a point it looked like it's not an award show. It felt like it was a BTS concert.. After the performance BTS received their awards and the when the show ended BTS was trending everywhere.

1.BTS
2.vmin
3.jungkook
4.vminholdinghands.

BTS checked the twitter and namjoon pointed out how fans loved Jungkook's performance. Jungkook's self confidence came back a little. The next day BTS saw a news that Mama has banned light stick in the award show. And after some time everyone get to know the reason why . It was because when BTS was performing fans were waving their army bomb and it looked like a concert. They don't want it to happen again. Jhope let ot a small proud laugh .. namjoon and jhope was almost getting angry on vmin when they get to know what they did with the chorography of fake love song. But calmed down in some time because there's no point of getting angry now.

Namjoon saw jungkook standing in a corner so he went to him and said "see how good yoou are. Everyone was stunned by your performance. Never ever neglect yourself .ok?"

Jungkook smiled and nodded.and hugged him from the side and said "Thank you hyung. Thank you so so much"  he had a lot things in his mind but this is all he could get out from his mouth now. Namjoon smiled and pulled him closer for a proper hug. Both of them were literally in their own world.. yoongi who was looking at them from far .. he just smiled because somewhere he really wants jungkook to get his love.

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