𝑴𝒚 𝑩𝒐𝒚 𝑪𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉 ♡︎

why you love me?

Few hours have passed since they confessed.. namjoon really wanted to meet jungkook but he's really nervous.. he really don't have the courage to face him .. why? He himself don't know about it.. 

Namjoon was in his thoughts when jin came to call him for dinner..he nodded and thought about how will be the environment there when he'll face jungkook on dining.. a wired happiness yet nervousness was lingering inside him.. he went to the dining area and saw everyone except for the one he was looking for..

Jungkook wasn't there.. he asked jimin if they called him or not jimin replied that he did but jungkook said he isn't hungry now ..and he'll eat later.. jimin's words and Jungkook's absence made namjoon more nervous.. jimin noticed his reaction after knowing that jk won't eat now.. jimin knows something is up but he couldn't connect the dot yet..

Namjoon said he's going to call jungkook and yoongi nodded. But the elder rapper noticed nervousness in namjoon.. and as always he decided to observe everything.. and then he'll talk.. namjoon walked towards Jungkook's bedroom... His heart was pounding on his chest faster with every step he took..

He wiped out his palm on his t-shirt as it was sweating too much.. never in his life he thought he has to face something like this .. he knocked on the door and Heard a small come in from inside.. he opened the door and his eyes met with a boy qho wrapped himself in blanket and sitting on his bed.. Jungkook's heart beat rises up as the elder male started walking towards him closing the door behind him.. 

Jungkook gulped down his saliva when namjoon sit in front of him..

"Why you didn't came for dinner?" Namjoon asked in a low voice and jungkook looked down on his lap ..

"I'm not hungry now hyung" jungkook said and namjoon went closer and now sit beside him.. wrapping his arms around the younger.. he made jungkook to look into his eyes..

"Are you upset with me kook?" Namjoon asked.. his heart was beating a lot faster than before.. he was scared of a yes from jungkookie..

"Are you upset because we kissed? Are you upset because i said i love you?" Jungkook asked .. looking at namjoon with  glossy eyes..

"Why would I be upset when it was me who initiated it? And how can i be upset for you loving me?"

"I didn't said i love you in a brotherly way hyung.. i mean it differently..
Are you disgusted by me now? Are you going to ignore me now? Are you" jungkook was saying all these but stopped when he felt a pair of lips touching his own..

Just a small kiss .. that was the reassurance of elder's feelings..
After breaking the kiss namjoon looked at Jungkook's eyes.. his cold fingers were caressing his cheeks..

"I can never be disgusted with you. Don't you ever say that about someone i love" namjoon said jungkook looked surprised with his last line..

"I love you jungkook.. i really do.. i was planning to confess it differently but it just happened.."

"You love me?"

"Yes.. i do"

"Why?"

"Huh?"

"Why you love me? I remember you said to hobi hyung that there can nothing happen between you and i .. you will never love me romantically..then why? What happened?"  Jungkook asked

Namjoon hold him closer this time and place a small peak on his lips..

"Yes i said that.. it was long time ago jungkook.. and i didn't even realise when this small bunny boy became this special to me.. at first i was scared to even accept it .. i was scared of being biased.. but couldn't remove what i feel for you.. " namjoon said and placed a small peak on jk's cheeks

"There's no reason of me loving you jungkook.. i just do.. and will do for the rest of my life.. it's not love if there's any particular reason behind it.. i just know that i want to spend my whole life with you.. i want to keep closer to myself.. all i know is i love you" namjoon said kissing Jungkook's nose..

"I love you too hyung.."
Jungkook said and almost throw himself into namjoon's arms and started crying out of happiness.. he was the happiest person on earth..

"Now let's go.. let's eat dinner together "namjoon said caressing his hair and jungkook hummed in response..

"And one more thing.. don't you even dare to think low about my boyfriend " namjoon said jungkook widen his eyes

"Boyfriend?"

"You're not?"

"Well .. you didn't ask me to be..so"

"Ok sir.. noted.. i will. In my style..now let's go love "

Namjoon said and jungkook blushed hearing this nickname..

"Get used to hear it.." namjoon said then they both went to dining room..

"What took you so long hyung?" Jimin asked..

"He wasn't coming.. you can say i forced him to come here.. no one is sleeping empty stomach.. so let's eat.. I'm hungry"
Namjoon said and sit there.. they dog into the food ..

After eating the couple went to their room. Hobi and jin and went to their respective rooms..yoongi went to the bar section..took out a bottle of wine and two glass then went to Jungkook's room calling him.. he knows something happened.. he wanted to talk to the younger.. namjoon went to his room.. 
Took out his notepad writing some lyrics..

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I'm terrible at writing chessy things or romantic things so i will ask you all to lower your expectations about the proposal.. also i know we are in 2018 in this story but  I'll put some recent contents as well in the story.. so don't be like : hey.. it wasn't there in 2018.. or something..

Hope you'll like it.
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