Shadows Of The Maknae

Chapter 13: Solitude

I laid in Jungkook's room, impatiently waiting for jungkook to arrive. Just sitting her alone, waiting to hear the news of my actions was driving me insane. I just sat there, twiddling my thumbs as I stared up at the ceiling. I then looked over at the alarm clock on Jungkook's side, showing that it was almost one in the morning. Whatever they were doing down there, they have been doing something to that man for that long. I wasn't sure if I should feel bad for him or not, not knowing the circumstances as to why they were doing this.

Suddenly, the door creaked open to reveal Jungkook. Once he saw I was fully asleep, because I definitely most couldn't because thinking of what Jungkook was going to say or do to me. His face was cold, not showing any sort of expression.

"Y/N... Your actions have to have consequences."

"I know Jungkook I... I never meant for any of this to happen." I tried to apologize. Jungkook's gaze never changed.

"Your apology won't suffice. You've demonstrated a lack of discipline and discretion." My heart was pounding through my chest upon hearing his words.

"What are the consequences?" I was slightly concerned as Jungkook's lips turned into a sinister smile, which scared me.

"You'll be put through rigorous training, Y/N. Training that will test your limits and prepare yourself for the harsh realities of our world. Yoongi will be in charge of training you." Rigorous training? Min Yoongi? Fuck. He's going to destroy me and Jungkook knew that. The fact that he didn't even seem remotely regretting his decision... was concerning.

"But that's not all." He continued, his tone filled with cruelty. "You will also be isolated from the others for as long as I seem fit. You will have no other contact with anyone except me."

My heart sunk. No talking to anyone? With a house filled with people? That was literally my worst nightmare. On top of that, I couldn't even confine to Jimin and Taehyung for comfort at this time. What happens if I were to speak to them? I didn't even want to think of even further consequences down the road.

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As dinner time later approached, I was instructed by Jungkook to help the other members, which I knew he was doing purposefully. He knew what he was doing. He made it abundantly clear that I wasn't supposed to talk to anyone during meals and just in general. I know he was testing my obedience, but this was taking it to another level. I made my way to the dining area, where the other members had gathered around the table, chatting and laughing. I knew it wasn't on purpose... but knowing I couldn't join... just really hurt me.

This time Jungkook sat at the head of the table... not Namjoon or Jin. But this time, he meant business. I felt trapped under his scrutiny and is gaze that was on mostly on me throughout the dinner. It felt extremely uncomfortable. I was sitting on Jungkook's left side and on the other side was Jimin, Taehyung and Hoseok. Jimin and Taehyung, who usually sat close to me, were now down at the other end of the table. They knew the situation I was in and I could see the worry in their eyes as they didn't dare to speak to me, because of Jungkook's stupid orders.

Throughout the rest of the meal, I tried my best to just focus on my food and avoid eye contact. I feel like this meal was taking an eternity because I wasn't able to talk. He would keep looking at me with a stern look, observing me throughout the whole meal, which was getting on my nerves. The members would have their usually chatter, sharing stories and laughing with each other while I just sat in silence, feel outcasted.

Jungkook's constant eyes on me, was starting to get on my nerves. His suffocating gaze I wanted to escape from. I tried to make a swift escape as I quickly rose to my seat, I needed to go back upstairs to Jungkook's room. But as I was about to reach the stairs, Jungkook's menacing voice cut his way through the air, making me freeze in my tracks.