You Got Me Sprung

Chapter 20 : Only If

Brandon's P.O.V. : I can't believe that Mariah is not talking to me anymore. Yes, I cheated on her. Yes, I pretended that I cared for her. Yes, I went back to my ex girlfriend. I still want Mariah though. I really have to make A change for myself. I have to get Mariah back. I have to stop my playerish ways. I knew she didn't like me being A player. Yes, Mariah told me things that she didn't tell anyone else. I am the one to blame for hurting her. It's my fault. I am ready to hold myself accountable.

*BRANDON'S P.O.V. ENDED*

Mariah's P.O.V. : Yes, I am hurt by what Brandon has done to me. I just hide my emotions very well. At this point I don't really care about what he has to say . If you "Didn't mean to cheat" you would've never did that in the first place. He's just embarassing himself at the end of the day. Yes, I still have love in my heart for him. I just can't and won't tolerate his crazy behavior of him being A player. I remembering telling myself that I wouldn't let no dude play me. Now, look at me, just A big dummy and I ended up getting played by the boy that I geniunely loved with all of my heart. I'm standing on business. I refuse to let my guard down and get my heart broken again.

*MARIAH'S P.O.V. ENDED*

Only if he didn't cheat. Only if he didn't pretend to not care and love me. Only if he didn't hurt me the way he did. Only if. I have to move on from Brandon and this situation. I can't keep crying over this situation. I'm tired of crying. I'm over all of this bullshit. I can not. I literally can not. All I can do is freaking cry. I can't take it. So i'm going to move to Florida next week.