You Got Me Sprung

Chapter 17 : Do I Actually See Myself With Brandon Or Is He Playing?

Here I am overthinking again. I'm actually really love Brandon. I've never had anyone that has done nice things for me without me asking for it. I never asked no one to do the bare minimum and I will never ask to do the bare minimum. I haven't been outside for three weeks. I'm not an outside girly. I love being in m house. Brandon haven't texted, called, nothing. I didn't make it A big deal. Just until two days ago I seen Brandon kissing and touching all on her. I walked out     and went home. Yes, That boy played me. It's no point of blocking him because Brandon already blocked me. Well he texted me saying " It's not you Mariah, It's Me. I'm sorry" then Brandon blocked me. Which that is totally fine. I can care less. I'm not even hurt by it no more. I have been heartbroken before. It's my time to focus and love on myself more. I took A shower, Lotioned my body, Got dressed, Did my face routine, Brushed my teeth, Headed out the door, Got into my car, LOcked all of my car doors, Drove to take myself shopping. As I am shopping, I see Brandon and his girlfriend out shopping. While I am shopping, They both come in the same area as I am just giggling and looking at me. I just walked away. I paid for my stuff and went home. I got home, Locked my car, Went into my house and locked my front door as I went into my house. I took A shower, Lotioned my body, Put on my pajamas, Lit some candles, Sat on my couch, Watched TV. All of A sudden, I recieved A text from a unknown number that says " Damn Mariah, you really standing on business. Like I blocked you girl. You really not gone curse me out, chase me down, None of that? You really think you're gonna leave me even though I left you?". I looked at that dumb text and cut my phone off. I continued to watch TV. After I watched TV, I turned off the TV and went upstairs and went to sleep.