You Got Me Sprung

Chapter 48: Going Our Seperate Ways

Jesse and I agreed to separate. He didn't cheat on me, we just didn't work out. We have to focus on ourselves more. Jesse still send dozens of purple roses to my house . I'm so appreciative of the roses. I just don't know where the heck to put them at now. Jesse sends me dozens of different color roses every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. On Sundays Jesse sends me Dozen of Pink Tulips. I love tulips they are so pretty to me🥹. Jesse and I agreed to just be friends. I'm pretty sure that we will be back to lovers some day just not right now. I moved back to Cali and Jesse moved to Dallas. We no longer text and call each other anymore. He doesn't send me flowers anymore. I don't talk to him anymore. Right now I think that this separation is permanent. I think that we won't ever get back together. I loved him a little too much while at one point he didn't feel the same about me. I didn't go insanely crazy when he told me that he wasn't feeling me anymore. I just told him okay I understand. I packed my stuff up and moved right back to Cali. Now I feel refreshed and relieved. After I moved my stuff back into my house I received a text from an unknown number (Jesse) that said "Mariah, after you left, I just started crying like really bad". A tear fell down my face. I really miss Jesse so bad. I miss his smile, his face, his goofiness, his kisses, his presence. I texted him back and said " Yeah, I cried too.". I just stopped texting. The more I text him the more I'm going to cry. I really can't take it. Who knew that breakups are hard🥺. This honestly sucks. We made the right decision to separate until we get our minds right. I'll always love Jesse forever. He forever have my heart.