Unholy (Jenlisa AU)

Chapter 36

Jennie's POV

I felt how my heart dropped, how it tightened against my chest, and get crumbled when she asked me the question I was not expecting. I wanted to tell her who I was in her life, but it felt like my body froze, and my mouth won't open.

"Li-, I am your -"

"She's no one, babe,"

I looked at Rośe, completely puzzled.

She didn't just do that.

"Chaeng, I think it's better to let Li-." I looked at Jisoo when she tried to talk, but her friend just brushed her off and held Lisa's face in front of me.

And I felt weaker and weaker the more I see both of them all smiling and acting all sweet and in love while I stood in front of them.

"Actually, she just got lost. Don't mind her. " she stated and gave a peck to Lisa's lips before looking at me,insulting me with her smirk and smiles.

I wanted to scream, I wanted to shout and hurt her, but it felt like I got controlled and stuck to what I'm seeing.

So, is this how it ends?

The moment that Lisa was about to choose me and stayed with me. She won't remember a thing about me?

Oh God!.

Is this how I get after I choose to find my happiness instead of being a nun and serve God in all my life?

If so, this isn't really fair.
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When I went back to my room, my mom was worriedly waiting for me. Her eyes were puff like mine, while I could only run towards her and hug her as tight as I could.

"I- it hurts," I cried, and wheep while my tears flowed endlessly in my eyes.

I never expected it to be like this. I never thought that I could feel this too much pain because of loving someone.

"Shh, hush now, baby. Mommy's here, I won't leave you, " my mother comforted me. I don't know if she knows the reason why I'm crying, but somehow, having her by my side softens my heart a bit.

"Your doctor will be discharging you tomorrow. And -" I pulled away when she stopped, and she seemed to hesitate to what she's about to say,

I looked at my mom, encouraging her to continue, while I didn't know that I'm holding her dress tightly.

"I decided that we will go to New Zealand and have a fresh start for you and your baby,"

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Lisa's POV

"Well, this is peaceful," I mumbled against my breath while I looked at the stars above me. The cold wind that brushes against my skin made me shiver slightly as I grip the glass on my hand.

"You need a little time to enjoy as well, Lis. You've been stuck with your work and won't leave your hospital. " I smiled at Jisoo's remarks and clicked my glass against hers before I drank mine and stared back at her.

"I've been really workaholic in these past years, am I?" I tried to say, and Jisoo just laughs and gestures for me to take a seat.

"I would be lying if I said no," she mocked, which made me laugh and took my seat.

I closed my eyes as I rested my back in on the soft couched while I thought about what had happened these past years.

After I lost my memory, Rosie filled me with lies about what truly happened, and I continued to stay with her for months until I found out that I was not Chealse's real parent. I got my heart broken at that time, to the point that I was about to go back to how I've been before, but that was the reason as well that I started to have the memories I lost before the accident. It was gradually coming back to me, and I don't know if it should be a blessing or not because I'm too late to realise that I lost the person who I genuinely love.