The Runaway Twin

Chapter 10

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POV Lilly/Victoria

I woke up the next morning wondering to myself If I'm selfish for wanting my dream to come true so bad that I was willing to leave my family for it. No Victoria it's time you do something for yourself. As much as I love Luke he can take care of himself. After all I'm his sister not his mom.

Ahh why do I have to keep thinking about my family when I'm trying to move on with my life. Why does this have to be so hard. Hopefully after work all these thoughts start to leave my head.

"Morning  Serene"

"Morning Victoria. Are you excited to start working today?"

"Yeah. I love music so it's great I found a job at a store like HMV.  Thank you again for helping me get the job."

"Your welcome sweetheart, but that was really all you because I could tell how impressed he was with you.  All I did was mention I had someone in mind." she said smiling at me while serving me breakfast again while I sat at the table.

"Thank you. I really appreciate all you have done for me. Helping me get a job, giving me food and a place to live really helped me adjust to moving out here on my own."

"Your welcome dear. Go ahead and finish your breakfast and I'll take you to work so you can start your training"

"ok" That's all I have to keep telling myself in my head is that I'm okay. I'M OKAY. I CAN ADJUST AND MOVE ON. 

*skip car ride to the HMV store

"Bye Serene. Thanks again for the ride." I said as I waved goodbye to her.

"Oh your welcome dear. see you after work honey" she said waving goodbye and driving off.

"Hey Victoria great to see your here early and on time. Your impressing me more and more everyday."

"Of course I'm coming to work on time because coming late is never fashionable"

"haha your very right. Okay so for today I'm just going to be going through all the training you need to know for the store, how you can help the costumers, and how you ring them up.  Are you ready?"

"Yes I'm ready to get to work." I said with a smile

"Great let's get started over here"

For training I had to come before the store even opened so I was prepared to start working today.  That's how fast they needed help and I was a fast learner so it wouldn't be that hard to learn all this in less than an hour.

*Skip training

"Wow you have been the fastest person I have ever trained. Usually it takes an hour and you learned it all in half the time."

"Oh it was no big deal I'm just a fast learner." I said smiling.

"okay now we can turn the closed sign to open and get ready to sell the gift of music"

I could get use to this job and tell I was going to have a lot of fun here but the only thing that would make it better is if I wasn't here alone...   

skip to when work is over

After dinner I went to my room and since I was bored out  of my mind right now I thought I should look to see if my plan and package really did make it safely to Australia.  I grabbed my laptop and saw that the package was delivered, which was good because that's what I payed for.

I looked up the flight I was suppose to take back home and saw it didn't make it and said it was delayed on the website. But the next though I saw shocked me the most. It- It said my plane didn't make it because because my p-p-plane crashed. I guess even if I wanted to go home I wasn't going to make it.

I couldn't believe it. I was suppose to be on that plane. I could of died. I couldn't stop the tears from running down my face. My family probably all think I'm dead now.  

I have to clear my head because I'm in so much shock right now that I have no idea what to do or how I should feel.

What I know for a fact though is that I'm still alive. I"M HEAR FOR A REASON.

I threw and closed my laptop on my bed and went to take a shower hoping that would help relive my stress. I played my music as loud as possible and probably just stood there for who knows how long with my hands against the tile and the water hitting me trying to clear my head.

I lost track of how long I was just standing there until I was broken from my thoughts when I heard A Drop in the Ocean by Ron Pope. The song me and Luke sang together and then it really hit me. I can't go back home.

I slide down the wall of the shower and sat curled up on the floor and just let all me emotions go. I cried and just sat there. Letting the water hit me and thinking what have  I done to myself and my family. I ruined us. I ruined everything. didn't I. I felt like with the choice I made I may have hurt myself more than help myself.

The real question is the school I'm going to. Is it even worth it. Is it going to make a difference in helping make my dream come true. Do I still want this if it means I'm going to get my dream all alone on my own and not be able to share it with anyone?

I shook my head and got out of the shower because the more I thought about what could've happened to me and what could happen made me think I had to stay positive 

I'M ALIVE AND I NEED TO TAKE RISKS. IF IT WASN'T FOR TAKING A RISK WITH COMING HERE TO LONDON ON MY OWN I WOULD BE DEAD.

AND I'm NOT. I'm here to make my dreams come true and that's exactly what I'm going to do. No matter what else life throws at me. I Victoria Justice am ready for anything because one things for sure is that I'm a fighter and I'm not going down without a fight.