My favorite enemy

chapter fourteen | the man

(TRIGGER WARNING.)

Its been over a week since the incident with Levi in
my room. I don't know why but I had such a guilty conscience. He had been avoiding me the entire week.

I don't know if it's something I did, maybe I was foolish and believed him when he said he couldn't stop thinking about me, and how badly he wanted me.

I don't know why his avoidance hurt so bad, was I just horny? Did I really enjoy straddling him on my bed that night?

The answer is yes, I was horny. But I also wanted him in my room, there was actually nothing more that I wanted in that moment.

He hasn't so much as looked at me the whole week, which made something in me frustrated. But also left me wondering, once again.

I'm so stupid, a man shows any kind of affection towards me and I'm on my knees ready to give them whatever they're willing to take.

Thanks dad.

I really just need to brush this off and let it go, it's the weekend and I refused to sit around in bed and mope about something so silly.

I sit up in bed and rub my eyes before ringing Valerie, it rings two or three times before she picks up.

"Hey princessa." I can hear her smile in her voice as she talks.

"Hey Val, can we please do something today. I don't want to sit in bed and slouch around, figure out something to do and tell Jack he's coming." I say tired, but with as much enthusiasm as I can bear.

"Oh- okay yes ma'am! I'll figure it out with Jack and we'll be over so get ready."

"Thanks Val, love you." I smile through the phone, what I really needed right now was my two best friends.

"Love you too." She says and hangs up without another word.

Instead of dragging myself out of bed, I decided to get up like a normal person. Stretching before planting my feet on the hardwood floor.

Maybe this was a wake up call, he can still be on my mind without it taking up all of my headspace and time.

I decided to really get ready today, I took the time to wave my hair, do a full face of makeup, and pick out a cute outfit.

The outfit in question consisted of a light blue cardigan, a white t-shirt, light wash jeans, and white Air Force Ones.

It didn't take long before I heard Valerie and Jack open my front door and invite themselves in, no one would ever bat an eye.

My mom opened her house to both of them with open arms, and my brother didn't really care who was here as long as no one was going in his room.

I hear them laughing on the way up the stairs, without knocking they open my door.

I'm not surprised instead I just smile at the both of them, I hadn't really been myself lately. I don't know what was up with me, not all of it had to to with Levi, my anxiety had just been taking a huge toll as well.

"You look cute!" Valerie walks over to me and gives me a hug. "You doing alright, I know you haven't been feeling the best lately." She gives me a small frown and I hug her back

"Yeah I'm okay, I think I really just need to get out of the house, I can't harbor in here forever." I giggle a little, trying to make light.

"Well I'm here for you freak!" Jack let's out a chuckle before raising a hand to scruff my head and I grab his wrist.

"Nope. Not the hair. It took waaay too long to perfect this!" I push his hand away and he rolls his eyes playfully.

"Oh whatever, you women and your precious hair.." he trails off, Valerie and I give him a playful glare before starting for the stairs.