Reincarnated for 17

13.

Wonwoo Pov

She quickly turned the other way, wiped her eyes and looked back me and gave me a smile...It looked so sad, I felt like a horrible person. It's her life, she can choose what to do with it. I have no right to impose, I don't know what got into me, but that was no way to behave towards anyone...I have to apologize to her but if I do it now, she'll think it's out of pity not 'cause I actually felt bad about my actions. I'll apologize tonight.

I got into the car without saying a word and we were soon on the road. On our way, she informed me of my schedule today and I couldn't help but feel bad. We made our way to my shoot for Huxley. "Good luck sir!" She spoke enthusiastically, and I felt my heart sting a little, I don't want to be 'Sir'. 

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I finished my shoot and it was already 6:40, I need to apologize today. I can't put it off for another day.

"Yeseul." I broke the silence in the car. She flinched at the sound of my voice. I felt even worse. "Y-yes sir?" "Would you have dinner with me today?"  I pushed out. "Sure sir." she responded in a monotone voice. "Um not as boss and assistant, I mean as Yeseul and Wonwoo." she turned to look at me and said "May I know why, sir?" "I need to talk to you about something" "We can do that now...sir."  I couldn't come up with a logical reply, so I just nodded and looked down at my feet.

I really messed everything up. 

I ended up not saying anything else the entire ride and she didn't seem to mind either.

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"Go ahead then"  Seungcheol spoke, not sounding very enthusiastic. sigh I made a lot of people mad, I need to fix this. I can't bare not talking freely with my members. Yeseul has become important to me too but not nearly as important as my members.

"Cheol, I'm really sorry." I finally spoke up. "Mhm"  He replied, slurping up his ramen. I took a deep breath and explained everything to him from the day I took her to see the lights to the day I eavesdropped on their conversation till now, not sparing a single thought I had. I told him everything and he listened intently. I finished talking and we just sat in silence, eating our ramen. He finally spoke up, "So basically, you have a crush on Yeseul"  I almost choked on my food, I whipped my head up and saw him with a playful smirk on his face. "And you got jealous and did all that shit because you thought we were a thing. Am I right?"  He finished, still smirking. I nodded shamefully. He sighed and signaled me to lean forward and I did, he smacked my head, quite hardly might I add. "Oww what was that for!"  He started laughing but not before mocking me for saying 'oww'.

We drank and spoke all night and I realized how silly my concerns were. I'm glad we're back to normal.

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The next day

"What the hell is wrong with you, you stupid sun of a gun."  yeseul's angry voice boomed throughout the practice room making everyone leave the room, either whispering good luck at me or laughing to themselves. Seungcheol placed a hand on her shoulder, "Go easy on him, okay sol?"  He said to Yeseul whilst half laughing. She glanced at him, making him leave the room immediately but not before showing me a double thumbs up and winking at me.

Oh my god that son of a-