part 17 : regret

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Toms POV

I love her so much and I wouldn't do anything to hurt her

but I did .

I stare at her on the floor lying there  her face red , nose bloody , crying.

I look at my knuckles.

Very red .

fuck . What did I do .

5 mins earlier

" EVEN IF I WAS AT A CLUB I WOULDNT BE FUCKING ANOTHER GIRL CAUSE I LOVE YOU TO MUCH , GET THAT INSIDE YOUR HEAD " I  tapped her head at where her brain was .

She slapped my hand off

" don't touch me you liar . " she said glaring at me

" IM NOT FUCKING LYING YOU FUCKING - " I yelled but got cut off by Evie

" IM A FUCKING WHAT ? IDIOT ? DUMBASS ? MORON ? TRUST ME I KNOW , I WAS DUMB FOR FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU I SHOULD HAVE KNEW YOU WERE NEVER GOING TO CHANGE! " she snapped

I slapped her across the face , I couldn't control myself.

She fell to the ground cupping her cheek as she looked at me ,not with love but with rage and fear in her eyes

She stood up so quickly and Pushed , hit , punched me

I got ahold of her hands and held her by her wrists so she struggled

" i won't do that if i was you " I glared at her

" Or what you'll hit me ? " she spat

" dont test me evie . " I shot back

" OR WHAT ANSWER ME ! " she pushed me

I grabbeb her by her throat a bit harshly.

" You don't know what I could do to you , I will destroy you " I threatened.

" get out " she managed to get out

I threw her on the ground.

I could see face hitting the ground very hardly

" FUCK , YOU DONT KNOW THE THINGS I WOULD DO FOR YOU ! " I yelled punching the wall with my fist

" I WOULD KILL , STEAL , GET ARRESTED , GET KILLED JUST TO SEE YOU HAPPY AND KEEP YOU SAFE , FOR FUCK SAKES " I cried a bit .

Present time

I looked at her , just realising what I just did .

I ran out of the room like a coward.

I went to my room hoping to bill there

" Bill ? " I said when I burst in the room

" yeah What's wrong I heard some shouting?" He asked

" I hit her bill , I hit her " I sobbed into my hands

" WHAT ARE U CRAZY ? " bill shouted at me

" I didn't mean to " I sobbed

" you idiot, did you check if she was alright? " he asked

" no .. " I cried looking at him

" Right I am going to check on her " he said walking out the room

Bills POV

I Walked out the room and walked towards Evies

I really hope she's okay

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