Mga Tula

lost

as I feel the annoyance
cause by myself,
the anger I'm feeling
is out of reach.
i hurt my head like
forcing it to function,
as the broken piece
of myself,
I know it's frustration.

as I hurt my head,
I heard a tickling clock,
wanting me to hurt
my head more
using a rock.
as I close my eyes
I heard a tickling bomb,
and then something
just came out from
my mouth.

as I cry whole night,
I feel the cold breeze,
in the edge of dark room,
I freeze.
i'm like a bird
without a home,
hopeless bird,
feeling so alone.

I hurt myself
using knife,
as the blood
came out,
I'm about
to lose my life.
or maybe i lost it
long time ago,
I'm in despair,
when my pieces
shattered beyond repair.