We Don't Care What They Say (Furry BoyxBoy)

Chapter Five: Emotions

I slammed the door shut and sat on the bed with my head in my paws. I could actually see streams of tears falling from my eyes into the carpet. I had no idea what to do. I just ruined what could have been a great friendship. I was so lost in thought about this. I only snapped out of my thoughts when I heard my phone's text-alert. It took a lot of my courage to pick up the phone and see who it was, since I was certain it was Josh. I was right.

Josh: Dominic, please pick up! :(

Please pick up? I thought. Doesn't that imply he's tried to contact me before? I entered the code to unlock my phone. I noticed the phone-call app had a number three over it. Josh called me three times. Tons of thoughts came flooding in. I couldn't help it. I broke down right on the floor.

I cried and cried for hours. I must've lost a lot of energy, because my eyes got heavy, and I fell asleep.

I woke up at like eight or something.

How long have I been asleep?

I checked my phone again, at the risk of crying. One new text.

Josh: Dominic I'm begging u PLEASE CALL ME! I'm worried about you!

It was very difficult keeping the tears in, but I somehow managed. I decided to take a shower, because they always made me a bit happier. I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was all to one side. Just a blue mess. I decided it'd be easier to brush it after a shower. I stripped down and put my clothes in the corner. I stepped in the shower and ran the water, adjusting it to be perfectly hot. I slowly got in.

I was still really sad, so I went really slow.

I often have times when a lot of memories and thoughts come flooding in at once. They don't really end well, because I'm not entirely emotionally stable. I had one of those moments when I was cleaning my hair. I literally just froze. After about 7 seconds, I regained my mind. I broke down crying again. I got down on the floor, curled up, and cried my eyes out. Again.

I heard a knock at the door.

Huh?

I rubbed my eyes and got out. I wrapped a towel around my waist and headed downstairs. I didn't bother putting a shirt on. So what? I opened the door to find Josh standing there.

"Dominic, please, let me talk." he said.

I started crying again.

He walked up to me and hugged me. I cried into his chest. This was the hardest I ever cried. Which, honestly, is really saying something.

"Shh. Shh. I know." he calmly said.

He was being so nice to me. Why?

I stopped crying and looked up to his face.

"I'm sorry." I said weakly.

"It's not your fault. It's no-one's fault," he said, "In fact, I have something to tell you.."

"What? That you...don't want to see me? That you're against gays?" I asked, turning around, facing the wall and almost crying.

He turned me around and kissed me. He kissed me like I kissed him yesterday, only much longer. We both pulled away slowly.

"I'm gay too." he said.

I cried again, but with tears of happiness. I didn't ruin our friendship. It's better than before.

"So are we...boyfriends now?" I asked.

"You bet."

"Well, I should go dry off and get dressed." I said.

"Oh, you don't have to. I don't mind." he said, followed by a wink.

"Hah. You're evil." I laughed.

AN: Sorry if this chapter is a little short, but what it was originally going to be was WAY too long, so I copied what I didn't want here, and took it out, but I plan on putting it in Chapter Six, which I plan on releasing either later tonight or tomorrow afternoon. Anyway, thanks for reading! :3