Vexed ➳ j.g (DISCONTINUED)

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So, like I said before, I find my pictures of Jack on Tumblr (mainly) and just use them for my chapters and to send to my best friend (you know who you are) cause he's her favorite.

this is my tumblr if you guys want it 😛

* rad-ical-vibes.tumblr.com *

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Monday

what did I do? shit shit shit. I told myself to stop but- shit. I feel.. dirty. Like, I could never look at Hunter again. He'd never forgive me, ever.

I wasn't thinking straight, that's it. I had a lot to drink and I didn't think it through.

damn it.

I need to stop trying to convince myself I was drunk, because I know I wasn't. I was a little tipsy, sure, but I knew exactly what I was doing.

"Ms. Bright?" My teacher calls on me and I snap my head up from looking down.

"Yeah?"

"Please pay attention."

"Sorry." I mumble and rest my elbow on the desk and put my head in my palm, pretending to listen to her.

"Thank you." She says and goes back to teaching.

"You okay?" Stella whispers.

"Yeah, I'm fine."

"You seem really out of it today."

"Just," I shrug, "thinking about how my parents are doing." I lie and she believes me, nodding.

"Where'd they go?"

"I forget."

"Hm." She nods again and looks up at the clock. "We have two minutes." She grabs everything off her desk and puts it into her backpack. I sigh and do the same.

Once the bell rings, I hurry out of the classroom and don't wait for Stella.

"Dude!?" I hear her yell from the classroom, but keep walking towards the science room. "Fuckin- Marina, wait up! Damn." She ends up beside me and gives me an annoyed look.

"Sorry, I just want to get to science."

"Why? So you can see Jack?" She mutters and I stop in my tracks.

"What the hell? I thought you were over this whole Jack bullshit." I snap and she rolls her eyes.

"I was just joking, damn."

"Whatever, Stella. I'm going to class, bye." I walk into the science classroom and head towards the very back row. I don't want to talk to anyone today, especially Jack. Oh God, I hope he just sits up front by John and doesn't even notice I'm here today.

Speak of the devil, he walks in and instantly starts looking around. I put my hood up and lower my head, pretending to scratch a crack on the desk. Please don't notice me, please don't notice me.

"Hey." He whispers in my ear as he slides into the chair next to me. I quickly glance up at him and force a small smile.

"Oh, hey."

"Why are you wearing your hood?" He asks and pulls it down, "It's hot as fuck in here."

"Oh, uh- I don't know. I guess I just forgot to put it down when I got inside the school." I shrug and he gives me a weird look.

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah," I say and look away from
his eyes, "I just want to go home."

"Me too," he chuckles and rests his head on his hand