Everlasting pain

6.

"Now tell us the fucking truth is it you mayah"
I nod my head feeling myself start to slip and lay my head down onto nix's shoulders as all the boss come and surround me. They always look after and protect me when I'm little

"I-I sowwy mamma and dadda said I has to change it so I no be found"

They all nod there heads "Where is your dadda baby"

I feel myself shiver and the boys and I go silent
"K-kill him, he was a meanie and huwt El so I huwt him back"

There eyes widen as they go silent "okay I'm a bit confused who are you guys" Tyler says

I giggle "Dis is dada and Dis is Daddy and dats ashy". "Your old daddy and dada baby, the ones phoenix took you from"

I nod my head with a smile, when Dane clears his throat pointing at nix "That's the mother fucker that took you from us" I nod my head again

Dane and Theo stand up "You've got some nerve talking to us like you didn't ruin our god damn lives"

Phoenix looks down nervously, so I sit on his lap giving him a big hug and a kiss "I-I'm sorry it w-wasn't my idea I swear b-but I was at a bad place my parents k-kicked me out and hers took me in"

Ash stands up "Did we ask for a fucking sob story you prick, you ruined our lives and broke us apart from the inside out"

I didn't know they felt like that I knew it had to affect them but I didn't realise how much. Las steps forward and whispers into his ear kissing his temple and I instantly feel bad "No shout at my nixie it not his fauwt so stawp it"

They groan cursing under there breaths, "we're sorry Ma- Elodie we've just missed so much and it's a shock,we always thought the worst so seeing you here in New York is a shock"

I nod my head when tears come to my eyes once again remembering my encounter with Leo "I so sowwy Ashy I huwt weo a-and I sowwy i pwomise i no mean it, I said meanie words to him"

"I know you did baby it's okay though he gets you've been through a lot"

There's an awkward silence before Dane sits up and clears his throat "So you own this company how that's baby"

I shrug my shoulders laying down on nix as I start to feel really tired "I no know is otay I guess is stwessfull though"

I rub my eyes turning closer into Phoenix as he strokes my hair "Are you tired baby do you want to go home" I nod my head "Tiwed nixie go home pease"

He stands up with me in his arms along with the boys who stand up behind me "we're going to head back now you guys are welcome to follow"
They scoff "We didn't need your permission thanks Williams"

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I wake up with a yawn in my little room feeling not so little anymore, I hear a lot of talking downstairs so i slowly walk down until I see my boys and place my self under Nicholas's arms

"Hi princess did you have a good nap" I nod my head with a yes as I just listen into their talk about random things. My belly rumbles and i pout looking up at Nicholas. "Im hungry Nicky"

As he goes to get up, Dane jumps up instead "I I can do it I mean if you want l-like get you food" he says nervously rubbing his neck

I jump up nodding my head "Yes please"

I grab his hands as we walk into the kitchen "I missed you dane" he hugs me tight "I missed you so much baby more than you'll ever know"

"So what do you want to eat little one"I tap my chin thinking due to my father not feeding me I don't really eat a lot the boys think it's a eating disorder but I've refused to get diagnosed "Can I just have a ermm salad p-please"

He looks at me confused but nods his head and grabs out cabbage, apple, cucumber and lettuce he finishes around five minutes later and gives it to me as he sits and watches me, making me blush like crazy "Are you okay Dane"

He nods his head with a sigh "I just missed you and it's weird too see you here after so long and you look so grown and different and I mean you're fucking 21 baby"

His eyes start to get red and I push my half eaten salad away I wasn't going to finish it anyway. I place myself in his lap hugging him tightly "I missed you so much as w-well dada an i sowwy I no come back to y-you I weally wanted to b-but I- they. I sowwy"

I burst into tears in his arms as he rocks us slowly together kissing my forehead. I never realised how badly I missed their hugs, i love them so much. "I love you dada so much I no ever weave again"

"It's okay baby it wasn't your fault" he sobs into my ears. I sit up wiping his tears and kissing his cheeks, making him smile. He picks me up and we walk into the living room and lays us down onto the sofa with a blanket

I see day walk up to us and I smile at him touching his cheek. "Hi daddy I missed you"
He smiles back at me kissing me and dada "I missed you too baby so much"

I close my eyes with a smile on my face. This is all I've wanted for so long me and my boys all together