Everlasting pain

9.

I sit on Ash's lap snuggled into her lap as I hear Dane and Theo leave. That's really mean of them, they can't just dump me and leave

I'm annoyed but I easily forget about it being surrounded by my friends. Maddie, Addie, Leo and Jake all stand in front of me smiling wide
I shyly wave at them not knowing how to act around them. "Omg May we missed you like so fucking much it's crazy"

As I go to correct maddie on my name I get interrupted by Toby "Don't make me have to red your ass from cussing little girl" Maddie sheepishly looks up "Sorry"

They all look happy to see me which makes me happy however I still feel really bad about Leo, I stand up from ash's lap and take his hand in mine to the kitchen,due to feeling really bad I force myself out of little space I know it's not necessarily a good thing but it's something big me has to do as well as little me

"Hi Leo" I say looking at the ground, he hugs me tight with a squeal "hey girl I missed you so much you wouldn't even believe it without you I was so alone I mean I had those numptys but you were my first friend"

At his words I imm start to cry holding on to him tighter as I let tears pour from my face "Oh my g-gosh I'm uh-so-so sowwy weo I promise I didn't mean to hurt y-you with t-the gun thing I was protecting you guys pl-please believe me I love y-you so much"

He rubs my back soothing me, "It's okay El I shouldn't have snuck up on you like that It's my fault as well don't blame yourself little one we are still the bestest of friends"

I giggle at him his words helping my tears but never quite stopping them. He brings us both into the living room and I dive into Landon's arms my sobs and cries returning, I don't even know why I'm crying anymore. Maybe it's guilt maybe it's my hurt being healed but my tears are getting worse to the point of my breaths getting shorter and heavier

He quickly gets up with me walking around "Its okay baby breathe for me, you're doing so well. I missed you so much when you was gone my little Elodie. Your so loved little baby" his words calm me down and i suckle on his neck wanting my Paci

He pats my bum sitting back down telling Lily to get me a warm bottle. She comes back after a couple minutes with a bottle and I happily take it loving being fed by Landon. My eyes start to droop closed as I use my hands to mark out his facial features. I fall asleep to him kissing my forehead and telling me that he loves me

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I wake up feeling smaller than ever I mean not ever but in a long while and it feels nice to just shut down and reset. I sit in my crib playing with my unicorn mobile watching it spin round and round making me giggle as I try to reach for it. I hear my door open and it's Dane

He walks towards me picking me up onto his hip "Good morning Little one how was your sleep" I stare at him before giggling and place my face into his neck, sucking on his warm skin
Like a bottle

"O-okay let's get you a Paci instead of my neck"
He goes into my drawers picking out a blue one
"Here you go baby" I happily take it laying back down into his warm neck as he walks out and down the stairs. We walk into the kitchen where all my friends are, however the boys aren't here which makes me frown until Dane places a bottle in my mouth

I feel someone pinch my cheek making me pull away "nuuuuh" I wine "Looks like someone's feeling little today" Theo laughs at me before taking me out of Danes arms

He sits me on his knee as he puts on Cinderella one of my favourite Disney movies. "Daddy. Daddy" I call for no reason at all just to know and make sure that he was there

"Pway with weo an fwiends pease daddy" I ask
"Of course you can my little princess let's go"

He picks me up and we walk to my playroom where Leo,Jacob,Addie and maddie are playing  "Hey guys I've brought little El up to play but please be careful and watch her since she's extra little today"

"Yes uncle Daney" they simultaneously say. He puts me down kissing me on the forehead and telling me to behave. I go and sit in between Leo and Jacob "What ou pwaying"

"We playing monopoly you be on my team" Leo says, I nod my head excited. We play for about ten minutes before everyone starts to get bored and Addie stands up "let's pway pwincesses" me and maddie jump up excited nodding our heads as the boys groan and moan

"Pwincesses are for girls not boys we're not going to play" Jacob says crossing his arms next to Leo

"We pwayed your game now it's your turn to pway our game be fair" maddie says equally annoyed, the boys sigh before nodding their heads

"Otay i be cindewella, maddie you be wapunzel Addie you be sweeping beauty and ou two can pick between Elsa and Anna" I say picking the dresses out my dress up closet

Everyone gets dressed and after much arguing from the boys Jake is Elsa and Leo is Anna. Me and the girls clap our hands excited "It's time for hair and makeup"

We push the boys into the chairs by my vanity and get started using my toy makeup and my coloured hair spray. We finish around 10 mins later and we tell them to look in the mirrors

They look at the mirror and then at each other before letting out equally girly screams. Me and the girls burst out laughing to the point of tears

The playroom door opens and our daddies and mommies walk into the room in shock "What's wrong is everyone okay"

We look at each other before laughing once again and pointing at the boys who look angry with frowns on their faces running to Landon and Ash for help.