Everlasting pain

30.

My daddies just picked me up from Ash's house because all of us littles demanded to hang out in our group chat and spammed it till we got what we want. So that was fun

But now I'm at home and I'm soo bored so I'm just scrolling through Pinterest looking at some dogs that keep coming up, personally I think it's a sign to get one

I go to my daddies office and slam open the door "Daddy dada we really need to buy a dog"

Dada picks me up sitting on his lap "first of all little lady there was no need to slam the door open and second of all why a dog"

I pout "The door was an accident but I keep seeing pretty doggies on Pinterest and I really want one"

"Okay baby I'll think about it drama queen but that's not a definite yes"

I squeal skipping out of there office, I decide to make a collage of all the pretty dogs I want. I get a mix of toy Cavoodles and a Cavapoo

They're the cutest dogs ever and I think I'll die if I don't get one, and they don't get that big so I think my daddies will be fine with it. I send them my collage feeling quite proud with it

But now I'm still quite bored,my daddies have been working quite a bit recently and I don't know why. Maybe it's because I'm little quite often so I'm not always at the company but I'm there for important meetings and I never even wanted to work in corporate. I wanted a cute little cafe like the old days

I go upstairs to my little room and pull out all of my old painting stuff and my mini canvases, I sit thinking for a bit before throwing the stuff back in my cubby with a groan

I rarely ever get bored because I'm me and I'm such a fun person but today i just feel like something is wrong and I don't know what to do

I go to knock back on my daddies office door when I hear the front door, "daddy dada the front door someone's there!" I yell

They both leave there office walking to the door I get excited because maybe it's one of my little friends coming to save me. I look through the cracks between my daddies and pout when I see no one but I heard the door

"There's no one out here but there is a small box" daddy says, he picks it up checking the door one more time before shutting the door

We sit at the table and open the box "What the fuck is this shit" daddy tips the insides out and there's pictures of us some of just us just alone

I instantly get shivers, someone's watching us, the Russians. There're not going to leave us alone until they get me "Daddies maybe we should just give me to the Russians it has to be them"

Dada picks me up kissing my forehead "No baby you're going to stay right here with me and your daddy" I hug them both tightly

"Let's just go u-" Daddy is rudely interrupted when we hear a smash up stairs, I'm picked up by dada as we all run up the stairs to the cause of the noise

Yeah I know stupid in the scary movies when the people run towards the noise everyone ends up dying or someone goes missing. Like cmon daddies I thought everyone knew this

We walk into my old bedroom. What the actual hell "Take her outside Dane. Now" I'm rushed out the room but it's too late I've already seen it

A broken window and a brick laying on the floor next to broken pieces of glass, the worse thing is painted on the wall,in what looks like red paint or even worse blood

I can hear daddy on the phone and he's angry, shouting to someone, my eyes begin to water as it all sets in. The Russians want me, they really do

"D-dada are they g-going to get me" I cry into his shoulders

He sits me on his lap looking into my eyes "Baby me and your daddy are going to do everything in our power to keep you safe with us I promise you"

"B-but d-dada they know where we w-work and w-where we l-live they're going to find me"

He rocks me in his arms caressing me "Baba dada I have one pease"

"Of course baby" he sits me on his hip as he walks into the kitchen, he pulls out a blue bottle and fills it with vanilla milk. He puts it in the microwave for a couple seconds before taking it out

He tests it on his arms before putting the nib in my mouth, he rocks me slowly singing lullabies I like dada's voice it's nice and smooth even though he's a big strong daddy, it's nice

I feel my eyes slowly closing as dada kisses me on the forehead "I promise I'll do all I can to protect you my love, I promise baby"

My eyes flutter close "I love you dada"