Venting book??

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I have trust issues.
I hate people.
I would never feel comfortable around anyone.
I've never cried over anything or anyone.
But
I'm afraid of losing them.
They mean so much to me.
I've cried over them.
I've told them things I would tell no one else.
They are the only person I feel comfortable around.
I've never trusted someone so much before.