Uhh idk anymore :× I'm just tired 👍 life is just amazing rn like yeah I definitely wanted to be told that too clingy like if I'm too clingy it's not towards you so just leave me alone and dont say anything like dam. I was trying to stay calm so I just held on to the thing closest to me cause my anxiety was bugging and I didn't want it to get any worse. Anyways it's honestly just annoying hearing the same two people make fun of me as a "joke" and sometimes it's just a little too personal or just really hurtful, at first I kinda joked about it too but it just got a bit too much, they won't stop making fun of every little thing I fucking do they even make fun of every little thing about me like I'm sorry my hair is the way it is? I'm sorry I look the way I do? If I knew them a little better and it was a way we joked around it would be a little more ok but I've told one of them before to just stop and I've even showed that I'm kind of annoyed by it but they just don't listen to anything and I kind of just have to let it happen cause it's "just a joke" and it just doesn't matter I guess and they make me feel like I'm being dramatic or I'm in the wrong even though they are being rude and saying hurtful things...
