Venting book??

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I feel so lost.
I feel useless.
I feel like I don't belong here anymore.
I just want to disappear sometimes.
I feel like a disappointment.
People would be better off without me.
To be honest I'm not ok anymore.
I'm tired of hiding how I really feel.
I want to scream at the top of my lungs.
I don't want to do this anymore.
I don't know anymore.