July 24, 2024. 9:32pm. At this date and time, my dog passed... I tried so hard to keep her alive with the little money I had, I had sleepless nights dedicated to taking care of her, but due to me not being financial stable and not being able to afford proper care for her.. She sadly passed. Now I'm not sure what to do.... All I can do is lay here thinking about how I could've done more, how maybe if I paid more attention just maybe I could've helped her more, if I didn't spend my money on unnecessary stuff, I would've had money for her. All these thoughts going through my head, have caused me to have a headache and a few breakdowns. All I can think about is how she practically died in my arms, how all I could do was sit there, hold her, and cry as she slowly passed in my arms... It hurt a lot.. just sitting there feeling helpless and not being able to do anything about it... I really did underestimate how painful it would be to lose my dog.. I still have to be strong and try to move on, as school is starting soon...I don't know what to do anymore... :/
