Sometimes I do want to vent to someone but I never want to vent deeply with my problems cause I don't want to bother them. Sometimes when people say to "let it out" or "you can cry in front of me if you want" I do just want to cry but I force myself not to cause I don't want people to think I'm weak. I always cry when I'm alone but never in front of anyone else. I'm depressed. I'm sad. I'm suicidal. I'm mad. I'm stressed. I'm tired. I get emotional, angry, or irritated quickly. I just want at least one good thing to happen. I feel like I'm disappointing everyone right now. I see no reason for me to be here anymore. I feel like all my friends are slowly leaving me. I want to cry.
