Professor || J.Jk × Reader

0.8. Silent Waves

Jungkook

I  glanced at the figure beside me, who slouched on my frame, yet was looking out of the window.
Earlier when I saw the condition in which she was, standing in the mall all alone,
Crying her eyes out,
it took all of my strength to
restrain myself from asking her the unfortunate thing which made her cry like that, and not destroy it then and there.

It was for me that I asked Hyunie hyung about yn and went on to look for her or god knows what would've happened. It still pains my heart to remember how she was there all alone, and what pained me more was the way she hugged me with her shivering small frame, almost instantly when I asked about her whereabouts, as if I was the only thing she could rely on, in that moment.

I can only imagine how badly she must've been hurt, to end up like that, because she isn't someone to break down so easily, that too in public places. She knows how to keep herself composed. And the way she accepted me to comfort her, only confirms the above as Hyun has always been the one whom she welcomed, even in her worst times, and when she chose me,
I knew something wasn't right at all.

After that,I had informed others that they can leave as me and yn have some business to attend.

She may never have told me anything which bothered her, but I knew exactly what can be done to elevate her grey mood. Since our childhood, it was only me who teased her, hurted her and all and everytime she felt like crying, she'd directly run away to the beach. I know because I was the one who was forced by our parents to fetch her back, apparently because I was also the one behind her cries, and that's what I'm doing today too. Taking her to the beach but the only difference is that today I'm not the one who've hurt her and on top of that she's not even telling me what had happened there or who that person is.

Even now in the cab, with her head on my shoulder, she's just silently sobbing. And even if I don't show it, it's bothering me a lot , to look at her miserable state and still I'm not able to do anything to help her. We may act like each other's biggest enemies in front of the whole world, but we ourselves know that how close we are. We've been best friends since the time when we she was born. I know I Annoy her the most, but I care for her too, even more than how much I care about my own brother, for me yn is someone I can't see in pain.

I'll do anything in my hands to take away all her pain and miseries, and I know she knows that.

I atleast hope she does. And how can she not when I've loved her all my life. How can she not right.

We exited the cab and made our way towards the beach. The breeze was cold and calming and the place smelled sweet . I took her hand in mine as I led her towards the shore, where we sat on the cool sand, being drenched by the ocean water everytime the waves will come even a bit higher.

           She was looking at the ocean,

The way I look at her,
She seems to find someone in the water,
The way I try to find her in the autumn,
She longs something, I don't know what,
The way I long for her,
In the snow and the hot,
Something's bothering her in the heart,
And it's bothering me as well,
To see her in pain and grief ,
When I can't be a part of that,
The waves are silent but her soul is not,
I know that yet, I love her for all that she's
But also for what she is not.