Professor || J.Jk × Reader

12. Plan III: Made Him Jealous?

It was 12 in the night, the lights of the penthouse were dimmed low as all of the guys were asleep, because we were the only one with separate area all to ourselves, the others insisted on joining us for the dinner. We really had a great time, taehyung , Jimin and Jungkook with Hyun played the whole time and after the meal all of us settled for a movie. It was just an hour ago when I noticed that all of them had already fall asleep in the living room only.

I'd nudged jungkook to wake him up and head to the bedroom to sleep, this way the others will have a more comfortable space for them to sleep and I know for kook how uncomfortable he gets lying on the floor. We're now on the bed, and everyone else in the living probably sleeping as earlier. I looked at my lap, to look's face nuzzled in my stomach as he  slept while holding onto me. I moved some strands of his hair away from his face as I continued to think of all the things that have happened recently. I'm still not over the Hyun situation but now that I have jungkook by my side I don't know why but it feels better, better than ever. My mind raced back to the events of today when we were in the museum, the kiss and everything. I don't want to feel the way I feel whenever I'm that close to him. My stomach does some unknown twists at those moments. I know in my heart that I love junghyun but I also can't quite figure out the things I've started to feel fir jungkook. We've always been those said enemies, we fought with each other all the time, although he's always been my bestfriend but he never actually had my back this much as he did recently and it bothers me that all his actions are slowly confusing me.

But then I can't help but think that maybe just maybe it's because he looks so much like Hyun, maybe I'm feeling this way because I don't have anyone else to rely on right now and no matter what I can't thank him enough for what he's doing to help me.

I looked at him again as I noticed the tiny scar on his cheek, it was years ago when we two were fighting I impulsively had thrown a spoon on him and it scarred so bad. I remember crying with him simply because he was crying due to pain and I was by looking at him cry.

It always makes me realise that the scar is what differentiates them with each other. And it also makes me realise that no matter how much pain I've intentionally or unintentionally given him, he never left my side not even now.

He laid on my lap so peacefully, his eyes closed with no hint of discomfort and his breathing was rythymic. I grazed my hands on his hair and stopped at his cheek, cupping his face in my hands I stroked his face with my thumb when I gently shifted his head from my lap onto the pillow. He wiggled a little but eventually went back to sleep.

No matter how hard I tried my racing thoughts never let me fall asleep so instead I stood up and walked into the balcony. I stood on the edge taking in the ethereal view of Paris, the altitude of the building provided a clear view of the Eiffel tower, shining amid the dark night. The fresh air brushed my body as I shivered due to the cold temperature but continued to look out into spaces. My life is messed up. It's literally the last year of University and I am not in sense happy with my course or anytime. I'm supposed to do a job with maths background but now when I look at it, I don't think I'll ever be satisfied. I always wanted to study arts and literature, it attracts me but here I am.

What all love makes you do, I chuckled thinking about it all over again, when I freeze , listening to the door of the balcony being opened again.

"You'll catch a cold if you stayed here anymore Yn" he said and just by the voice , I don't even need to turn around to see who it is.

"What Are you doing here?" I asked not bothering to turn around.

"Hi" he said now standing beside me, as I can feel heat radiating off his body.

"Hi Hyun" I replied, this time shifting my gaze to look at him, as he did the same matching my gaze.

"I'm sorry"he mumbled a little louder for me to hear.

"Huh"? I asked not getting why he apologized.

"I'm sorry for behaving like a dick to you yn. I know it was wrong of me to ignore you all this time. But I was confused okay".

"Okay. But really there's no need to apologise. I'm fine really" I replied.

"I can see you are Yn. You're more than fine with my brother."

What the heck.

"Hyun he's my bestfriend just like you. And well he was the only one company me around specially when someone just thought to ignore me" I said now looking up at the sky.

"Bestfriends don't kiss yn. They don't act like some freaking couple all the time."

He did not just said that.

"Hyun listen, it's not like what you think it is. And well even if it is, why is it bothering you" I said in a little harsh tone. He can't just say things like this about his own brother and bestfriend when he doesn't even know the whole truth.

"It bothers me because- it bothers me because I think I like you yn. And seeing you with jungkookie all this time made me Jealous. I thought it was just a past feeling which I had for you and that's the reason I ignored you all over the place but the the moment I saw you with kook, being all close it ignited a fire within me. I know we're all bestfriend, but you two were never this close, it was always me. And now when it's not me with you, it made me fucking jealous okay. I think I like you yn, I really do. I'm sorry for all the things which I caused but I want to give this a shot. I want to give us a shot."

He completed, not shifting his eyes from mine. I can't believe what just happened.

I made him jealous?

I made him jealous.

"Be my girlfriend yn?" He finished leaving me startled.

He asked me to be his girlfriend. I can't express how much I've waited for this moment, all my life. I gotta thank the heavens. My heart swelled from the feeling, it just made this night surreal.
But even after this I can't quite figure out why something didn't felt right.
It was as if something was missing. But shrugging the feeling off my head I focused on the words which just got registered into my system, as my mind replayed his words.

Be my girlfriend Yn.

I smiled to myself thinking about it.