Second Chance

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As Dino stood there in an embrace that he should have done first he couldn't believe that he was being the one comforted. As he looked at me talking on the phone he knew that after this latest episode he would make sure not to do what others have done. He was pissed that someone he thought very highly of would end up taking the words of a friend to realize that he didn't have feelings for someone when everyone that was around him knew differently. He raised up his hand to place on my back as I talked to Wonwoo.

"Do you really want to hear it cause I think you already know?" Wonwoo asked.

"Yes and as my brother you are going to tell me the truth no matter if it hurts me or not cause I can see how it affected Dino." I said and Wonwoo filled me in on what he just said to Dino making me look at Dino and that was when I knew how much he cared about me. "isn't it amazing how when BTS speaks everyone thinks that is how it is supposed to be? Makes me realize I didn't miss anything all these years thinking I wasn't good enough cause obviously I was right."

"NaRi, don't look at it like that." Wonwoo said. "they don't speak for everyone."

"No just the ones that are tied to me, it is alright I am use to things not work out all I care about is that you and Dino won't turn on me."

"That will never happen." Dino said real quick.

"I agree with him and I didn't mean to make you upset but if Mingyu wasn't going to say anything I felt like I should have." Wonwoo said.

"I appreciate it cause that shows you are a true brother. I will let you talk to Dino and I will see you tomorrow. Please forgive me for not contacting you."

"I understand, I am just glad you are home, and I will see you tomorrow." I handed Dino back the phone then let go of him walking off, Dino knew I wasn't ok and hated that I was trying to hide how I was really feeling.

"I am back and I will be talking to Mingyu about this." Dino said but soon I said.

"No you won't!" I said getting his attention. "you will let it go cause if he can't tell me for himself then why give him the time to tell him something he really want care to hear."  Dino didn't know what to say to that. "do you hear me?" I said looking back at him.

"I hear you but I still feel the need to make it known that what he is doing isn't right."

"You will be just wasting your breath at least I know thanks to my brother so all will be good." I said giving him a smile even if I was faking it.

"I can't understand where all this forgiveness comes from." Wonwoo said to Dino. "anyone else would be livid but she just takes it like it is nothing."

"There will be a day when she will not be this way and I just hope that whoever breaks her better be prepared." Dino said finishing his talk to Wonwoo then hanging up. "Do you want to get out of here and get some ice cream?"

"Would things be better if I did fall apart?" I said. "would everyone stop doing what they want to me if I just had a mental breakdown to the point no one could console me?"

"NaRi, I really don't know the answer those questions but seeing you just take it worries me too cause you deserve to get pissed cause enough is enough but like you said why do all of that cause if the person who you are trying to get your message across doesn't care then why bother. I am just shocked that someone as caring as Mingyu would do this to you."

"It just goes to show that anyone can be a jerk if they really want to, even someone you think of as a brother. My Mother showed me that family is the worst at making someone wish they never existed." I said. "how about instead of that ice cream we go to the dorm cause I have something to say to Mingyu." Dino didn't like that idea at all.