Second Chance

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Before I went back to the comfy chair with Dino I grabbed a blanket so we could really get comfortable but there was something in the back of my mind that was strong that even Dino noticed it so when I got close he asked.

"What is wrong?"

"Nothing." I said throwing the blanket on him then I climbed into the chair moving over him to do that, I couldn't help but giggle but for Dino he was having trouble feeling me move over his body, I soon was where I needed to be. "I hope I don't need to go to the bathroom right away." it was Dino that was laughing now.

"Right, and I know that look by now and there is something on your mind so you might as well tell me so you will feel better." he said looking over at me and I debated if it was an issue or just me so I just said it.

"I know some people with you staying the night might look like a bold move but why do we have to make it taboo? I mean we are adults but what I just did with Binnie, I felt like I had to tell a lie and for why?"

"I understand what you are saying and we shouldn't have to make up an excuse but I think we just don't want to hear all of the reasons why we shouldn't be doing this." I laid my head on his shoulder.

"You are right and they would definitely give their opinion." I said yawning. "I just need you to know that I won't hide the fact I finally got the guy that I have wanted for a long time but I also know when to keep my mouth shut cause I won't have anyone sticking their nose in our business.

"I will do the same." he heard another yawn. "you getting sleepy? You have had a full day."

"No, just getting oxygen to my brain." I said making Dino laugh. "I am a little tired cause being still with you like this is making me comfy, I am very happy for a change, thank you for not giving up when I gave you every indication that I didn't want you in my life."

"The thanks goes to you for letting your heart still love me cause I never thought I would be in your life much less be your boyfriend, I am happy too cause I got my girl back." I leaned in to place a simple kiss on his lips.

"This girl is glad too." Dino got the next kiss and we continued until I had to stop cause I was yawning.

"See you are sleepy! It is late so how about we just go to sleep?"

"I don't want to cause you will be gone tomorrow, I feel like we need to do so much more."

"You will see me tomorrow so don't worry." He got the cover over us tucking it around me that was when I said to him.

"I love you." he stopped to look at me. "I really, really love you."

"And I really love you too." we shared one more long kiss before he had me raise up my head so he could place his arm around me, I then turned my body into his snuggling up against me. "sweet dreams."

"I will have lots." I said and soon I closed my eyes falling fast asleep for Dino he stayed awake so he could watch me sleep, he reached up to rack his finger across my cheek and it made his heart skip a beat.

"I hope you never know how scared I am right now cause I don't want to do anything to loose you again. We will have some bad moments but please trust what we have to know enough that we will get through it." he placed a kiss on the top of my head then soon he was closing his eyes falling into a deep slumber. What we both didn't know was we should've of stayed up for a little longer cause both of us were going to hit a busy moment to where we wouldn't get to see each other as much as we wanted to.

After that night Dino had to practice to prepare for the Japan tour it took most of his day and I even though I wanted to spend time with him I settled for some face time so he would go home to rest. During the day I was working on my book making a huge dent in it to where I knew that I would have it all done for a Christmas release. I was still wondering what song I was going to put with the deluxe version of the book but nothing was coming to mind until I was meeting up with Hong Gi to practice for the day I would join him on their tour, I went to their practice room. All were waiting on me and when the door opened they saw me walking in writing like my life depended on it in a notebook saying the words out loud, all the members just looked at each other like what was going on so Hong Gi spoke up, "um, what has you all busy?" that was when he heard me say.