New Town (Once More)

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I was looking outside the window watching the raindrops on the window. Right after I was getting used to my new school in Manchester, New Hampshire... we had to move! This time, I'm not even sure why! Ugh, it's so stupid. From New Hampshire to Austin, Texas me and my family go. "Nico." I felt a light tap on my shoulder and took one earbud out and looked over at my sister. "Yes?" I asked her.

"It's going to be okay. Okay?" I just nodded and looked back out the window listening to my music. I didn't like that I was kinda ignoring my sister, but I didn't know what else to do other than nod. It's not going to be okay, because I swear once I get used to this new school and town, we're going to move, again. I just know it! And when I finally have someone other than my family accept me, I lose him! Though I can still text him, but it isn't the same as seeing him in person.

When I open my eyes, I saw that we were parked in a driveway. "Are we here?" I asked tiredly. "Yes." My mom answered. I grabbed my bag and walked inside the house. It's actually bigger than the one back in New Hampshire. I walked upstairs and didn't like any of the rooms up there, and I saw that there was a basement, the basement looked like more of my style. I put my stuff down on the floor. "Mom, Dad. Is it okay if my rooms the basement!" I half yelled because I was walking back up the steps. "Whatever you want, Nico." My dad answered. "Yes!"

One problem though, it's just a room, there's no bed or anything down there.

When I got back to the main floor, I helped my family taking out the boxes and put them on the kitchen counter, tables, and some on the floor. Once we were done doing that, I grabbed all my boxes and one by one took them down to the basement. When I grabbed the last box, I looked over at my mom. "Hey mom, there isn't a bed downstairs, or anything really other than just the room." My mom stopped unpacking the kitchen utensils. "Why don't you sleep in the living room tonight, we'll get a bed and other things you need for your room later in the week." I didn't argue and just nod and walked downstairs. Maybe I can at least decorate in some way possibly.

The walls were already a dark gray color and I liked that. It fit my style, so I'll leave that. I grabbed a banner from Machine Gun Kelly and hung it up where I thought maybe the bed should be and I grabbed a few other posters like YUNGBLUD, and Mitalica.

It was around dinner time when I came back up to the main floor and we ordered pizza. When the pizza came, I ate one piece then went back down to my room, my dad complained that I didn't eat enough but I wasn't really hungry after the move again. I sat one the floor looking at the picture of me and my boyfriend Rowdy, I wonder what he was doing. Right now. But I don't want to bother him, so I lay down on the ground and end up falling asleep.

When I wake up, I walked upstairs and saw my parents and sister unpacking more things. "When are we starting the new school?" I asked sounding annoyed, since I was. "Either Thursday or Monday." My dad answered.  "Ugh..." I walked back downstairs and changed my clothes to a skull shirt and black jeans.

I grabbed my phone and texted Rowdy.

I sighed and turned my phone off, I didn't want him to get in trouble like I did before

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I sighed and turned my phone off, I didn't want him to get in trouble like I did before. "I miss you so goddamn much Rowdy."

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