Bc I feel like it, read into my innermost thoughts. Its like the title says, a public diary. See the life of a mentally ill trans kid in the rural south.
Soo been a fucking while hang on let me check how long.
Damn I just looked at the last post and holy shit. 9/11. So let's catch y'all up. 1. Came out to my girlfriend as poly, went well 2. D'abored has destroyed what little relationship we had. (More on that later) 3. Got bored and pierced my nose one day I think it was 10/29 4. Dyed my hair pink for a costume. Got callee a highlighter 5. One friend previously unmentioned is making shit up about courte (more later) 6. Had a fucking break down because it's so fucking bright and loud 7. Got obsessed with dinos (not dinosaurs dinos, more later) 8. Got a crush on this boy (more later) 9. Got a rumor started that I like a boy (different guy, more later)
10. Got three new(?) Alters (more later)
11. I got obsessed with Dead End: Paranormal Park if you have Netflix go watch it.
I think that's it?
First up 2. D'abored started talking to me again I was so happy. But then she stopped talking to me, so not wanting to push my limits, I didn't talk to her. Then one day at lunch she started screaming at me to "stop stalking her". Now I have a no contact order with her. Fun right.
5. New name alert! Droite started saying that Courte was threatening to kill her, because she was spending too much time with Droite's boyfriend, Courte's cousin. Yep. That's a shit show.
7. So the difference between dinosaurs and dinos is this ia dinosaur:
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And this is a dino:
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So Dinos are cuter. I guess. I got really into folding dinos out of sticky notes for a while.
8. I don't actually think it's a crush more an infatuation. So I adopted him as my son to hopefully kill any feelings for him but so far it's not working. Plus he's not gay.
9. So these two boys were talking about which guy looked the best in our grade, and then they asked me. I said "most of this school looks like a naked mole rat so ______ _______" and they took that as me saying I liked him and now this whole school thinks I like him, I don't. But do I? Ughch humans have to Many feelings. I miss when I didn't feel things.
10. New alter #1 Chester the god damn cat. #2 fucko, otherwise known as Orion. #3 Isaac, from The Orville, yep a fictive
