Aleksei & Liam

50. All yours

(Liam's PoV)

"You can tell us. There's nothing to hide really, we've seen the way you two act when you're together."

"I can't. He wouldn't want that."

"But you're so miserable!" Alex added.

I looked away, he was right. I couldn't talk about this to anyone, I wasn't supposed to because Aleksei wasn't out and it would be wrong to.

"I didn't know you liked Aleksei." Richie said as he took a puff of his cigarette.

I chuckled bitterly, "yeah."

"How long?" Alex asked and I groaned. There was no way I was going to talk about my feelings to these two.

"Over a year? I don't know." I tried shrugging it off.

"What do you even see in him?" Richie snorted and I glared at him which only made him talk more.

"He's such a prick, like no offence he's one of my closest friends but they're all like that, you know?"

Alex listened as Richie went on and I tried to keep my emotions at bay.

"They're mean and gross." Richie shuddered.

"Isn't every teenage boy?" Alex asked with a laugh.

"You're right there." Richie snorted in return.

"It doesn't really seem good, fancying a taken man." Alex directed towards me.

"He's always wanted this," Richie spoke about Aleksei, "...a girlfriend. I really don't wish to burst your bubble but he won't be leaving her anytime soon."

I knew better. Aleksei wanted me, he had told me. Could I believe him though? Did he really want to be with me or was it just him having some fun in the sidelines?

I placed my head in my hands as the three of us flitted in the smoke we exhaled, "it'll get better." Alex promised as he used his free hand to rub my back.

I didn't need anyone's sympathy, especially not Alex's but I felt vulnerable and I knew Alex was a genuine guy, he was a friend.

I let a tear slip out of my eye and wiped it away aggressively, I was drunk and my emotions were heightened. Alex pulled me into his arms as he whispered sweet nothings into my ear.

I bit my cheeks and shut my eyes close not wanting anymore tears to escape onto Alex's shoulder.

Richie sat still with a concerned look and regretted ever bringing up the subject, too late.

I loosely wrapped my arms around Alex's body as his arms rubbed soothing circles on my back.

We were forcefully pulled apart and I blinked a few times to register the sudden movement. Aleksei stood in front of Alex and I, his face a blazing red .

"Let's leave." He told me through bared teeth.

"We're on in half an hour." Richie reminded Aleksei.

"Shut the fuck up!" He spat at his band mate.

Richie seemed taken back and so was I, it wasn't like Aleksei to lose his temper. In fact, I don't think I've ever seen Aleksei lose his temper. He was always so calm, I'm sure I've mentioned that a million times.

"Calm down, mat-" Alex was cut off.

"Or what, rich boy? Gonna sue me?" Came Aleksei's snide response.

Aleksei grabbed hold of Alex's collar and pulled him up, "Stay the fuck away from him." He spat before shoving the boy against the wall.

Many people might find this romantic, but I didn't. I pulled the two of them apart and dragged Aleksei back into the house leaving Richie to tend to Alex.

Once we were inside Aleksei took a sharp turn, making us enter one of the vacant rooms. He shut the door behind us and pressed me against it.

His lips met mine in a rough animalistic way as his fingers gripped my hair, I knew I should have pushed him away but I couldn't. This was all I wanted, him. My arms wrapped around his waist as I deepened our kiss, shoving my tongue into his mouth making him moan and thrust his hips into me.

He brought his hands to my face and cupped my cheeks, breaking our kiss he rested his forehead against mine, his soft breaths fanning across my face.

"I broke up with her." He said as his arms circled my neck,

"I'm all yours."

There was a stir in my loins as the words left his mouth, I groaned in the back of my throat and was ready to do some bad bad things to the boy in my hands but was brought back down from my high when I felt a coldness on my shoulder and a soft sniffle.

"Are you alright?"

His arms clung tighter as his sobs became more audible, "she hates me."

"Shh. It happens." I consoled.

"She wanted to have sex. Forced herself onto me!"

I'm sure my body tensed a little too much because Aleksei lifted his head to meet my eyes.

"Im sorry you had to go through that." I said with a frown, "I'm here now." I kissed his wet cheeks, "I won't ever leave you alone."

His arms clung tighter and he placed a chaste peck to my lips, "I didn't do anything with her, I promise."

"It doesn't matter." I said with a small smile wondering why he thought he needed to justify anything.

He frowned at me, "of course it does! I don't want to sleep with her! I like you!"

I chuckled to mask the way my heart beat right out of my chest at his drunken confessions, "I only want to sleep with you."

"Yes, okay." I responded lamely as my cheeks heated up.

He smirked and kissed me gently, a kiss that set me on fire because it meant something else. It wasn't one of our usual 'making out' kisses.

"My parents are out."

Kiss.

"Let's go home."

Kiss.

I'd lean forward every time he pulled away from our kiss to talk, dazed and in love.

"What about the band?"

"Fuck the band."

I shook my head but I was very weak willed when it came to Aleksei and I think that was a well established fact by now.

I let him drag me through the crowd and out the front door, once we were out in the chill October night we staggered down the streets, our fingers intertwined as we stole kisses every turn we made.

When we got inside his house he rushed me up the stairs and into his bedroom. Was this it?

He shoved me onto his bed and climbed over me. "Go take a shower." He nipped at my earlobe, "I'm gonna suck you dry."