Stucky smut +18 Oneshots

chp 6. Yes...Steve please~ {SMUT}

"what's with your fucking deal, huh?" Steve said, pushing bucky on his back on the bed. Bucky sighed loudly, annoyed that Steve kept asking him that. The past few days bucky's just been annoyed, irritated by almost everything and would get irritated if someone asked him to do something or ask him a simple question. He didn't know why, but he knew it was just one of his moods, no big deal. Bucky rolled his eyes dramatically.

"Steve, for the love of God just stop asking me what the hell is wrong. What? Do you want me to lie to you and tell you nothings wrong" bucky said, looking up at the ceiling, not wanting to bother looking at Steve. He looked at bucky and just stared at him with a look of 'tell me what's wrong. Now' bucky didn't look his way though, he just kept his gaze away from him. He felt not in the mood to do anything at all, not even go outside like him and Steve normally would.

"I don't want you to lie to me. Just tell me what's wrong, what's so hard about that" Steve said, grabbing bucky legs and pulling them up and for them to wrap around his waist. He then leaned down slightly and just looked at bucky, waiting for him to respond. Bucky laid there and again, sighed loudly.

He hated being in moods like these, he always felt like he was being annoying, but he couldn't help it, it was just how he was. He licked his lips slowly, thinking hard. "I don't know, alright it's jus- I don't know, I just feel annoyed all the time anymore" bucky said, turning his head to look at Steve. Steve looked at him and his eyes softened a little, feeling bad for him.

The way bucky looked so defeated made Steve feel like he wanted to do whatever to help the man. Bucky looked into his eyes for a moment, feeling Steve's hand rubbing his side gently. It felt really soothing to him. Calming. Steve lifted his left hand from bucky's side and brought it to bucky's cheek, gently caressing it. He stayed still, letting Steve touch his cheek. He loved Steve's touch, god, it felt so welcoming and comforting.

"Buck, you know you can talk to me, always. You don't have to hide anything" Steve said. He could see bucky's hiding something, it was easy to tell. Bucky thought he was good at hiding things, but when around Steve, he just couldn't, Steve could see through him so easily it was impossible to keep a secret from him. Bucky shook his head a little, not even believing how well Steve could read him. "Steve, I know, it's just-" bucky stopped midway and felt embarrassed about what he was going to have to say to him.

It felt like there were a ton of people in the room, all eyes on him, but there wasn't anyone, just him and Steve, laying on the bed in Bucky's room. Why did he feel so embarrassed about this topic, they were together, they loved each other, but he supposed that because they never actually did any sexual activity, that it just made him feel weird talking about how bad he really wanted to do it.

Steve could see whatever it was, it was really bothering him, but he was blushing in embarrassment too, so he couldn't really understand why bucky was acting like this. "Buck, whatever it is, don't feel embarrassed, I won't say anything, I'm literally your damn boyfriend dorko" Steve said, trying to lighten up the tension in the room a bit.

Bucky smirked slightly. It was fake but at the same time real. He bit the inside of his cheek, chewing the dead skin away. "I know I know, it's just,...not easy to say, ya' know" bucky said. Steve sat there, hovered over him, and then nodded slowly, seeing that bucky just needed to take his time, go at his pace a bit. He felt like he was rushing bucky a bit and instantly felt bad. Buck saw the look and felt bad too, but not just because of how he looked, but how he's been treating Steve.

He's been ignoring him a lot, pushing himself away a bit from everything. Not wanting to go places. Judging himself as he looked in the mirror. Talking behind peoples backs sometimes. Man, now when he thinks about it, he feels awful now. "We can go at your pace buck, we don't have to talk about this right now if you don't want" Steve said, rubbing his thumb over bucky's jaw line.