Escape

Chapter 9

My eyes were wondering between the tables searching for Kian, I quickly made my way to him when I saw him setting with his hank.

"Kian, can we talk please?" I asked without even saying hi "Sure." He answered with his charming smile on, getting up and leaving his food on the table. I'm sorry for this but I can't speak with him about this except in the lunch time.

Kian walked towards the door, I followed him as he headed to the flowers' matrix where we actually talked for the first time; he sat down and I sat next to him. We were quiet for a little staring at the flowers.

"Is everything all right?" Kian asked not looking at me, I liked how he remembers what I told him more than two months ago - when we were in his house -.

"I can't do it anymore. I have handled so much since the day that we spent together but I just can't anymore." I said with the tears running down my cheeks.

"Franny just relax." Kian said trying to comfort me.

"Kian I can't.." My voice was very shaky because of crying "You've never experienced the feeling of breaking down, I don't want you to, but....it's just so hard, Kian. You've helped so much but when the world is against you and only one person which by the way means the world to you is with you, it's just so muddled." I try to fight the tears but I fail.

"Franny what did you just say?" Kian asked looking at me with his shiny eyes and a hopeful smile.

"It's so muddled." I answered "No, the sentence before." He said and his smile is widening "When the world is against you and only one person which means the world to you is with you, it's a good but muddled thing." I repeated my previous sentence.

WAIT WHAT??? Did I just tell him that I love him in another way? Hope he doesn't notice but who am I kidding? He asked me to repeat the sentence to make sure that he didn't mishear me.

"You mean more than the whole world to me." Kian said smiling at me.

How can he manage to cheer me up even when I'm in my worst situations? To make me laugh even in the times that I think that I'll never smile again?

I guess that's love.

"I really want to help more, I just don't know how." Kian said looking at the ground.

"You are, believe me." I said smiling at him and putting my hand on his shoulder, he raised his head and smiled at me "You know? I...well.... I don't even know why I'm saying this now but....I like you, so much, Franny."

OH MY GOD THE HOTTEST AND CUTEST GUY IN THE SCHOOL WHO ALL THE GIRLS ADORE LIKES YOU FRANNY HE LIKE ME OH MY GAAAAD

"I...thank you, I like you too a lot. But it's not a big deal for you" I chuckled after finishing my sentence "I mean, all the girls in school love you, soo..." I said shrugging not really sure how to end my sentence.

"Are you kidding me? It sure as hell matters. You have no idea how....how much this sentence made me happy." He said holding my hand that was on his shoulder and wrapping his other hand around me, I rested my head on his chest.

"Well, you're always making me happy, trying to do it for you even if it only once." I said smiling though he can't see it.

"Franny, don't you ever feel like you owe me anything." He said with a firm tone which actually scared me "I'm sorry. I just want you to know that I'm not doing a super thing, the way I treat you is even less than what a girl like you deserves; everybody has to treat you this way."

Kian was lifting my spirit up with every word. The tears were running down my cheeks moments ago because of depression and sadness, but now, they're falling down because of happiness and a cocktail of feelings.