Escape

Chapter 21

After few months :

Having someone who is willing to listen to any of your problems, makes life much easier.

Since the day that I've told Kian and Sayeema about my story, I've felt like it was a weight on my shoulders that has been removed.

Life is getting so much easier with Kian; He has replaced every dark memory in my mind with a positive and unforgettable one.

But George is still right; Kian did not heal me, the love he gave to me did. And love can be found in a lot of places.

You can find love in your sister, mother, brother, cousin or friend. The point is that you don't need a boyfriend to make your life better, you need love.

Sayeema is also helping even after she went back to Bristol; she's that good witch who uses her magic to solve your problems.

George is the dad I've always wanted; he always gives me more than I've ever asked for - emotionally and materially.

I won't forget Jake for sure! He bought a phone from his own salary and we talk daily - not mentioning the texting.

He secretly gives me money every month because it's unacceptable for me to ask George for money; the things that he buys me without me asking for them are enough.

George would lose his mind if he found out about the money.

My father is still missing, no one knows where is he. And Jake has convinced my mother since the first week that I comitted suicide; that's why she didn't call the cops to search for me.

I'm even receiving support from sweet people who I don't know since I've started the YouTube channel.

I'm making covers' videos and people are a source of confidence for me. I absolutely receive hate comments, but I know how to treat with (ignoring) them.

I have more than 1,000 subscribers and the average number of likes that I get on my videos is 700-800 likes.

Thank god. I have so many things to be thankful for, but without him, I'd have nothing else to be thankful for.

God sometimes forces you to put something down because he wants you to pick a better thing up. You might not see that it's better for you, but you have to trust god - he sees what you can't and knows what you don't.

Thank you god.

I've seen dark years and lived painful moments in my life, but how am I supposed to know how does joy taste if I didn't taste the sadness?

Imagine that your life is happy - only happy, would you feel happy? No, because you can't appreciate a thing that you've never seen worse than it.

'If you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, it's because you are the light in the tunnel. Believe in the unbelievable that's you.'

'Don't go to where life takes you, take life to where you're going because you were born to live, not alive because you were born.'

Today no point in stressing yourself over something you can't change, grow stronger and move on

And always remember, it never gets easier, you just get stronger. Don't look at how much is left, look at how much you've passed through and appreciate your strength.

Not to spoil the ending for you or something, but the end of every story is always happy - including yours.

This is all I want you to learn from my story. Now 'swallow your fears, wipe off you tears. Let go of your darkest years. Chin up, smile and walk away.'

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I'm trying so damn hard not to cry; this is the end of Escape :(

Nooooooooooooooooo! I knowww!

I'm sorry about all of my grammatical mistakes and typos. I'm proud of it though to be my first book ever! Plus, English isn't my mother language so I'm really really proud of it :)

Look, I have emotional emptiness if you know what I'm talking about, and this book was kind of filling it soo it's too hard for me to say this, but the book is now COMPLETED.

BUT I may do a sequel. Actually, I'll try my best to do one because I love Frian and I miss them already.

The reasons why I've ended this book:

1- I have an emergency that's going to take a long time and I can't leave you without an update for more than a month!!

2- I kind of ran out of ideas and I don't want the book to become boring, but once I've come up with enough ideas, I'll try to make a sequel!!

I'd like to thank you all for reading but especially fashion-crazy188 , SelenagomezJ , Sky-Horan , HoneyMayne and ays_marie You people are seriously the best♡ all love to you♡♡

It hurts so damn much to say it, but..... bye loves, for the last time in this book :') I truly hope you enjoyed it =)

1 August 2015