I once heard, that if you truly loved somebody you would be fine with them seeing them truly happy with somebody else. If you were jealous, it was only infatuation.
I hate you so much.
I wish I could tear myself apart, removing unwanted feelings and replacing them with much happier ones. I don't want to be filled with such strong thoughts that physically make my stomach churn.
So I guess I was just infatuated?
But, soon enough I found out that watching you from afar made me realize I've slowly gained those feelings.
However, I shall distance myself, what I did was unforgivable. But my heart couldn't contain itself, those words you said, for me to not leave you, I know it was selfish but love drives people mad.
I suppose I've gone mad.
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An Abomination
PoetryReal life diary entities of a crazed bpd teenage girl, going through the tough works of life. Hope my writing can let people know that at they're not alone.
