Her Broken Book

chapter 18

Sorry for grammatical errors and misspelled words and typographical errors

Please do not take it seriously
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"Her broken book" (chapter 18)
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"Ih-hot seat nila ako? Parang kinakabahan ako" I'll be on hot seat, baka gigisahin nila ako nakakatakot

"Hindi yan, wag kang matakot" sambit ni miss d

"Paano ka nakakasigurado dea, eh biglaan pa naman yan silang mang gisa" sambit ni issah

"Edi sumagot ka, tanga ka rin minsan issah eh"

"Nakakatakot parin no" sabay lagay ko ng false eyelashes ko, yun nalang naman kulang at ready na ako

"Nanay, can i have your phone? My ipad is low battery already" Tanong ko ni eze, sya lang yung kasama ko ngayon dahil nasa school yung dalawa at wala naman syang pasok

"Issah can you charge his ipad?"

"Yes ate" kinuha ni issah yung ipad nya at binigay ko naman kay eze yung cellphone ko

"Five more minutes Ma'am!"

"Halika na eze, we'll watch nanay sa audience, come on come on" sambit ni deayan sabay kuha sakin si eze

"Halika na ma'am"
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"Welcome to hot seat, it's your first time right?"

"Yeah"

"How's your feeling?" He asked
 
"Kinakabahan, i don't know why but yeah"

"Calm down, wala naman oras to, you can answer all the questions long or short as you want, so let's start, like usual I'll asked you a question and you'll answer me, depende sayo if yiu want to answer that?"

"Yeah"

"Ito, medyo easy, how did you write the book?" He asked

"Well, writing is really my passion besides Singing, writting was really my first love" madadali lang naman ang questions

"How about song writting, pansin ng mga tao ang sasakit mong mag sulat ng kanta" tumawa ako " may pinag huhugutan ba yun?"

"Maybe yeah, some, pero yung iba wala naman, just like stories it just came up on my mind"

"You're good ah? You've been linked with arnel agustin, nanliligaw ba sya?" Napatawa ako

"That's not true apparently, hindi ko naman sya nakatrabaho pa we didn't even met yet, kaya walang wala that's not true"

"Plus that's a married man"

"True, so No"

"Kailan mo ba balak ipapakilala ang daddy ng mga anak mo on tv"

"Hmm? I don't know but he's watching with my daughters sa  bahay, hi daddy!"

"You're single right? Meron kabang someone special ngayon?"

"Wala naman, Hindi ko ba alam bakit ba ayaw nyo sakin maganda naman ako, I'm good at singing" biro ko

"True, Eto lang tanong ko since usap usapan na rin ngayon ang buhay pag ibig mo, what happened? Sa First love mo ba? Anong nangyari sa inyo"

"First and last, Well I'm not going to statw the reason it's too private you know? But he's the one who left, pero he's not wrong, may rason bakit sya umalis at kasalanan ko yun, so that's why i understand him bakit sya umalis"

"You're not married?"

"No, Walang pang gastos nung mga panahon na yun, isa pa hindi pa kami handa"

"Did you regret?"

"I did yeah, wala na akong magawa, it happens" sabay tawa ko we're in good terms actually, kakagaling lang namin ng bakasyon kasama yung fiance nya"

"Oh? That's nice? You two is close pala? Wala palang hindi pansinang nagaganap"

"Well hindi ko naman magawa yun, tatay sya ng mga anak ko meron syang rights sa mga anak ko, plus that was best for our children naman"

"Are you happy?" Napayuko ako, ito na siguro yung tanong na gigisa sakin

"Well? Ahm ah yeah? I guess, i have everything now i have my kids, i have this nice career? I have nice team"

"You're happy?"

"I-i am? Yeah?" Bakit ba ako nahihirapan sagutin yun? Am i happy? he just smiled at me and looks at the camera

"We'll be right back" napabuntong hininga ako at kinuha si eze kay deayan

"Regine, we should talk"

"I'm okay, d, nothing to worry"

"Are you sure?" Tumango ako
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Tahimik kaming lahat umuwi, sa buong byahe halos yung ipad lang ni eze yung naririnig, we didn't talk it's full of silence

"Thank you d, I'll see you tomorrow"

"I'll see you tomorrow" sagot nito,  binuhat ko si eze at pumasok ng bahay

"Nanay!" Salubong nung dalawa sakin

"Hi!"

"We've watch you on the tv"

"Really? Where's dad?" I asked, binaba ko si eze at hinanap si ogie

"He's cooking dinner" napatingin ako sa kanya wearing apron and headband may clips pa sa buhok

"Need my help?" I asked

"Wag na, pagod ka galing ka ng trabaho, ako na"

"Galing ka rin naman sa trabaho eh" sambit ko dahil nakita ko yung gamit nyang coat sa table kasama ng mga gamit nya

"Hindi, wala naman ako ginawa sa opisina eh, okay lang tsaka dito naman ako mag di-dinner para may ambag naman ako kahit papano" tumawa ako at kinuha sa kanya yung sandok na hawak nya

"Regina! Isa!"

"Ako na sabi eh!"

"Ako na! Ni hindi kapa nga nakabihis eh, mag pang bahay kana nga" sambit nito sakin

"Ako na sabi"

"You two are so cute tho, pag nag katuluyan siguro kayo ang ingay ng bahay natin" sambit ni sav

"Syempre maingay nanay mo, tawa ng tawa"

"Problema ko bang nakakatawa mukha ng tatay mo?"

"Wow ah? Tatlo anak mo sakin tandaan mo, lahat yan may dugo ko"

"Pero nangingibabaw naman dugo ko"

"Nanay! Daddy! Stop na! Nanay let daddy cooks since nasimulan nya na yan plus hindi mo nga alam anong lulutuin nya eh"

"See, regina, see"
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"Nanay?" Paglabas na paglabas ko ng kwarto ni eze dahil lahat naman sila isa isa kong hinahalikan pag matutulog na sila dahil hindi daw sila makatulog ng hindi ko sila nahahalikan

"Sav? Why? Bakit gising kapa?"

"I wanna sleep with you? Can i?" She asked, tumawa naman ako at tumango "thanks nanay" sabay pasok nito sa kwarto ko sumunod din ako sa kanya at humiga sa tabi nya

"Aysus, nag lalambing nanaman tong panganay ko, Miss mo si nanay?"

"Yeah" sabay yakap nito sakin

"I've miss you too so much"

"Nanay? We did saw your interview earlier, why are you not happy"

"Anak I'm happy"

"Nanay i know you so well, you're just pretending there i know" it's halata pala.

"Savy, nanay's happy, i have you, i have gab, and eze wala ng mahihiling pang iba si nanay, walang wala."

"Kahit na? Why aren't you happy? Because of dad? Do you love him still? And you're hurt? Do you need him still?"

"No sweetheart, i-i Don't need him, nabuhay tayo ng wala sya okay? Nanay Don't need him okay?"

"You do, you look tired when you enter the house earlier, then when you saw dad you're even laughing" parang mas mahirap pa yung mga tanong ng anak ko kesa sa tanong dun sa talk show

"He always do make me happy savy, kahit gaano kabigat ng problema ko sa buhay, he always make me laugh"

"I want daddy here then" sabay yakap nito sakin

"I want him too, pero hindi pwede anak eh"
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See yah at next! Two more to go!!