Her Broken Book

Chapter 20

Sorry for grammatical errors and misspelled words and typographical errors

Please do not take it seriously
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"Her broken book" (chapter 20)
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Bukas na yung kasal nila, parang ang bilis ng panahon ano, nung isang buwan lang kasama ko sila sa ibang bansa ngayon baka wala na akong panahon na magagawa ulit yun, kasama ng busy kong schedule yung nakaparami kong trabaho at gawing bahay, pero sana nga magawa nya pang magkaron ng oras sa mga anak namin

"Nanay, ayaw ko nga mag suot ng gown" sambit ni gab, nilapag ko yung librong binabasa ko at tiningnan sya

"Anak bukas lang naman, gusto ni hera yang nakaganyan kayo eh, and it's nice kaya ang ganda nga nung gown nyo eh" gab is the flower girl while sav is one of the bridesmaid since yun yung gusto nya, Ezekiel will be the ring bearer too

"Ma'am, Nasaan daw po yung tuxedo ni Ezekiel, ikaw daw po mag suot sa kanya sabi nya" Sabay pasok nito kay Ezekiel, kinuha ko sa hanger yung susuotin nya at pinasuot sa kanya

"Wow, ang pogi naman ng bunso ko, you look like daddy my sweetheart"

"Bukas daw nanay you fix our hair okay?"

"Of course i will sweetheart" napabuntong hininga ako at ngumiti
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"Nanay! Why did you put blush! And eye shadow!" Tumawa ako

"Ang konti lang nyan gabby, tsaka ngayon lang promise i swear anak"

"I said lipstick lang eh" reklamo nito, tumawa ako at inayos yung buhok ni sav

"There, you like it ate?" Tanong ko, i put her hair on a bun para malinis syang tingnan

"Thank you, Nanay" Sabay alis nya dun sa harap ang salamin kung saan ko sya inayusan at umupo sa sofa sa likod katabi nung mga kapatid nya, ngumiti ako at umupo din sa harap ng salamin, tanaw ko sila mula sa salamin na inaayos yung nga sarili nila, Pangarap ko lang makita silang ganito noon ngayon makikita ko na pero hindi ko nga lang kasal yun
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"Nanay will wait for you there in front sweetheart okay? Nandon sila ate so nanay will go there okay? Just walk in the aisle baby"

"Okay nanay" agad ako tumakbo sa gilid at inabangan sya sa harap, napangiti ako habang nakatingin sa kanyang naglalakad papuntang sa altar

"Ang gwapo naman ng anak ko" sambit ni ogie

"Nice one sweetheart" sabay yakap ko kanya

"Cute! Who fixes your hair?" Tanong ni aya

"Nanay" sagot nito, tumawa naman ako

"Sabi na eh, kaya pala ang cute cute mo, si nanay pala nag ayos ng hair mo" bulong nito
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"People! People! We have announcement to make" napatingin ako sa kanila at kinuha si ezekiel kay aya

"Kj nito, first kong mag patulog ng bata tas kukunin agad"

"Shhh!"

"You guys know medyo matagal tagal na kaming nag sasama ni hera, Since we'd plan for the wedding we also did plan for this, at nangyari yun ng naaayon sa plano"

"But still we didn't expect this to happen" sambit ni hera "mommy daddy, Congratulations for being grandparents soon!" Napatingin ako kay aya

"Ano daw!?"

"Tanga kaba?" Tanong ko sa kanya

"Buntis sya!?" Tumango ako at napatingin ako ulit sa kanila, yakap yakap nung mommy at daddy ni hera si ogie, habang nakayakap din ang mamma at pappa ni ogie si hera, binaling ko yung atensyon ko kay Ezekiel sa bisig ko
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"Ah can we do it again? I don't feel it" sabay suot ko ukot nung headphones at napabuntong hininga

"Okay ka lang ba?" Tanong ni deayan

"Y-yeah, I'm just tired, let's do it again please" i don't feel doing recordings tho pero i still need to do it

"Naka ilang take kana, sure kang okay ka lang?" I nodded

"Yeah, let's do it again para matapos na to" i don't know, gusto ko lang mahiga buong araw, kumain buong araw at wala ng gawin
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"Nanay? You're drinking that yucky wine again?" Tumawa ako

"Gusto ko lang uminom gab" sagot ko at hinila sya palapit sakin

"It taste bad, don't drink"

"Pero Nanay wants to drink eh, let me drink na kasi"

"Okay, but don't make ubos the whole bottle, you'll be drunk" tumawa ako ulit

"Oa mo ah, paano pag gusto ko?"

"Ayaw, I'll trow that away"

"Are you my boss? Are you my mom? Huh?" Sabay kiliti ko sa kanya

"No, i just don't want to see you drunk, you're being dramatic when you're drunk eh"

"Did you see me drunk gab?" I asked, wala akong naalalang naglasing ako at nakita nila ako

"Yeah? That's was sooo midnight already like three am, i can't sleep without you so i waited for you, then i heard tita d's car so i came to see you, i saw you with tita d you almost fell, and and and i saw you crying in front of tita d" shit!

"Did you?"

"Yeah, i want to hug you abd kiss you but i choose to go back to my room and sleep, for you to have time also, hindi puro si ate puro ako at si Ezekiel"

"Gab naman" sabay yakap ko sa kanya "don't do that again, magagalit ako sayo"

"Nanay, are you tired of us already?"

"Of course not, gab i will never, kayo nalang ang meron si nanay, kayo nalang ang happiness ko sa malungkot na mundong to, hindi ko kayang wala kayo sa totoo lang, nanghihina ako, kayo ang buhay ko, my life will never be completed without you, ate sav, and eze, never."

"Nanay, i just realized on daddy's wedding, what if he will not going to have time with us already? He'll be with tits hera anymore and that baby inside tita hera"

"Gabby, nangako naman syang mag hahanap sya ng daan di ba? I'm sure he'll do what he say"

"Promise? Diba sabi mo he promised to stay with you, no matter how hard like is? But where is he now? He left you? He's married? Starting a family" i don't know if she's still eleven years old the way she talk to me like this?

"Anak iba yun, Hindi nya naman ako kailangan, Hindi naman ako parte ng buhay nya anak, Hindi na ako importante sa kanya, kayo yung importante"

"But what if he didn't? Nanay i don't that" umiiyak nyang sambit, niyakap ko sya ng mahigpit na mahigpit "i want daddy, I'm used of daddy, I don't want to be ignored"

"Pasensya na ah? Kasalanan yun ni nanay eh, a-ako nalang muna kaya ko naman siguro yun di ba? Kagaya noon? Masaya naman tayo ng wala sya diba? We'll get used to it gab"

"I hope i never met him nalang"

"No, that's not right sweetheart, stop crying na" tumayo ako sa pagkakaupo at binuhat sya papunta ng kwarto ko, triple pala yung sakit pag nakikita ko syang ganyan, naging matapang ako pero pag sila hindi ko alam bigla bigla nalang ako nanghihina, bakit kasi ito yung buhay na binigay nyo samin, sa dami dami ng tao sa mundo bakit ako? Bakit sila?
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Hmm? Last one...