Chapter1:3 years ago

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"Suzy your so ugly, why don't you go die, no one would care!" I heard a familiar voice say. I could tell that voice from a mile away.Louis Tomlinson. I ducked my head, as louis and his gang walked over to me laughing loudly. I bit my lip to keep the tears from coming the last thing i wanted to do was cry at school. Why did louis hate me so much? What did i ever do to him? Whenever i saw him, it made me mad. He was nothing more than an insecure monster. But why did he still pick on me? I couldn't control it no more. The tears spilled from my eyes rapidly, making them laugh harder. I stood on the steps of the school looking around frantically for my best,and only friend charlotte. I need her right now, my eyes swept past the sea of students, searching for her dirty blond wavy  hair and bright blue eyes. Nothing. I was alone. I clenched my fist as i yet again thought of louis. What did i do to deserve this? I ran past the students making louis and his gang run after me. I'm trying to hide but i don't know where, i went to every empty classroom trying to open the door but not being able. I finally make it to one i open the door with all my force and slam the door i went to the corner and sat there in the pitch dark crying my eyes out. I heared louis voice echo down the hall "where she go?" I heard footsteps running down the hall i grabbed my legs tighter praying that they won't find me, the footsteps got quieter then they were gone to make sure i peeked through the window yeah they were gone i turn on the lights i found myself hiding in the music room by the other side of the room i found the object i need right now a guitar. I walk over to it and pick it up gently i strum the strings and hummed a note to get me started i decide to sing a song i wrote called 'skyscraper'  i start strumming and getting ready to sing

"Skies are crying, I am watching

Catching tear drops in my hands

Only silence as it's ending

Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like

There's nothing left of me

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken

And untangle you from me

Would it make you feel better

To watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken

But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run

I'm gonna stay right here,

Watch you disappear

Yeah, oh

Go run, run, run

Yeah, it's a long way down

But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have

You can break everything I am

Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper

Oh Oh

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper)

Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper"

As i finish i found myself crying again damn i hate crying it shows how weak i am. As i look up i found one of louis gang members Edward Sheeran but people call him ed for short and when i mean people i mean the whole fudgin school. I hope my eyes are not fooling me but is he crying?, i wipe of the tears from my eyes with my sleeve from my shirt i can't believe it, he is crying. He walked closer an closer to me by the second but i kept backing up once i got to the wall i was trapped i had nowhere to go ed was literally centimeters away from me. As he raised his hand i swinged my head to the side hoping the sting of the slap won't hurt but i didn't feel nothing i open my eyes slowly and i find him creasing my cheek. I didn't know how to respond so i just stayed there in shocked ed looked into my red puffy eyes before i knew it me and him were embracing a bone crushing hug as we let go i whispered "what happen to not caring about me?" I look back to his eyes "i didn't know that we hurt you this much i'm really sorry suzy i don't know if its the popularity or the pressure that is getting to me to hurt people that i don't mean to hurt but louis is all up on us to pick on you all the time i'm really sorry can you forgive me?" Again tears started spilling out of his eyes, i can't look at people when they're crying it makes me cry too so i look on the floor instead "i don't know ed you guys make my school life a living hell i just hmmm i don't know" i didn't even dare to look him in the eye "please i hate being a insecure monster i promise i will always be there for you in the good and bad times" he lifted my chin with his index finger making me look at him, my tear drops were falling on the top of his arm i look back to his eyes again "you promise?" I questioned "yes i 1OO% promise i will never hurt you" as he lean to kiss my cheek it made me jittery "so do you forgive me" he asked almost pleading, i sighed "yeah i guess so". He wrapped his arms around me piking me up and spinning me around  "so the song you were singing can i help you chorus it?" He asked i couldn't help it but giggle for the first time i felt so happy  "sure" he looked at me with his one million dollar smile. We worked on my song all through lunch period i never felt so happy in my life now i have 2 people that do care about me and my life.

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Ok so this is the first chapter. what will louis think of this but just fyi this chapter was 3 years ago the next chapter will be 3 years LATER and niall,zayn,harry,&liam weren't part of louis' gang there, so the main gang guys are louis and ed the rest are just random guys & also yeah Kristina is playing as suzy but the songs that Suzy "writes" are still property of Demi XOXO :*

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