Two Sides (EXO Sehun 5 Shots)[COMPLETE]

Chapter 5

Those words echoed in my head.

I'm leaving.

I can feel myself holding back tears. Why?

"Why?" It was all I could say.

Sehun looked me in the eyes. He was so sincere and soft. His face eased me as he cupped my face.

"As The Gangster King, I--" I didn't let him finish cause I turned around.

I knew it! It was This Gangster King issue all over again!

"You're going to choose being the Gangster King over me?" I whispered, feeling betrayed.

He just said a while ago he would never do that! What happened to those words?!

He hugged me so tight. Like I was slipping away. It's funny because I was.

"No, no. But because you know my identity, I'm forced to resume what I do." He placed his head on my shoulder and I can feel my shirt get wet on where he was leaning. He was crying.

It's hard for him, too. Being held by this responsibility to keep the peace of the gangs around the place.

"How long will you be gone?" I asked him, hoping it wasn't too long.

"4 months. Possibly 5." I heard his voice crack when he said it.

But it wasn't the only thing that
Cracked. I felt my heart fall to my stomach. That long?!

"But, I never been without you for that long!" I whined and he looked at my face.

"But it's fine." I smiled. His face glew with astonishment and happiness once more.

"Are you sure?" He asked me. I kissed him on the lips. That was answer enough.

"Shae.." He said in between our kiss. "I love you. So much. Thank you for understanding.."

"And I'm sorry." He said as we broke off the kiss. "I'm sorry you never knew who I was. If you thought I was two-faced." He sighed.

"Shhh..." I gently said, his nose touching mine. "You're not two-faced. You simply have two sides. I love you either way. I really do."

And he kissed me once more.

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He told me his flight was today. He was called by a mafia boss that night to take care of some bussiness in some other country.

Sehun as a Gangster King lives a really dangerous life. I hope he'll stay safe. I sighed as I thought to myself.

My phone beeped, signaling a text. It was from Sehun.

This'll be my last text in the next 4 months or so. I shouldn't communicate so much so my enemies won't find me.

I love you, Shae. I really do. No words can express my love for you. I miss you already. Please wait for me. If you find another man while I'm gone, I'll be really mad! But I'll understand. I'll try to refrain myself from killing the guy.

I love you, see you soon. :)

I didn't realize tears were already falling from my eyes, but I was laughing because of his message, too.

"Where will I ever find a replacement for you? You're the only one I want to be with." I whispered as I felt warm tears on my cheeks.

This'll be the longest and most painful 5 months of my life.

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*After 5 months*

The five months without him was exhausting. I was depressed for the first few weeks but I managed to pick myself up again.

I sometimes tear up whenever I remember my memories with him. I pray everyday that he's safe and get home soon.

I've lost weight, too. Probably because I lock myself in my room too much each day.

Not a day goes by that I don't miss him.

I here knocking on the door to my house.

I opened it. I didn't care who it was. I didn't need company at this state.

"What?" I asked.

Then I looked at his facial features. Smiling at me, his eyes disapearing again.

I felt the urge to cry. "Shit, I'm hallucinating. I'm seeing him everywhere." I whispered to myself.

I here him chuckle. "I thought you said you were going to be fine without me? You Psycho." He commented.

"You hate psychos, but you love me. So that proves I'm not a psycho." I said as I was crying tears of joy.

"I love you, Shae." I couldn't hold it in and jumped in his arms.
Hugging him and never letting go.

"Please don't leave again." I whined and wet his shirt as I hugged him tighter.

"I belong here with you." I hear him say.

"I love you, Sehun." Was all I could say.

"Even with 2 sides?" He looked at me.

"I love you, even with Two Sides."

~END

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