Sleeping with My Boss (and his son?)

Chapter 13

When I settle down, Donovan gently tries to console me, "Maddie, you're safe with me. Talk to me."

I wipe tears from my face and reply, "I'm just overwhelmed. Jason is Jason. He is the man I chose and I love him. He gets angry sometimes, but he's not a bad man. He has a right to be angry. I lied to him. And I have been with your dad the past couple of days. That's my fault." I pause for a moment, "and I can't just push your dad away out of nowhere. Things between us were good when he left. He's going to expect me to be with him. I need this job, Donovan. I have to have this job." I begin to cry again.

"Shhh... Maddie, I have you." He arms are around me, "it's okay, sweetheart, we will figure it out." I'm clinging to him, crying into his shirt. He feels different than both Jason and Dimitri.

Jason has always been comfortable. I've always fit in his arms. With Dimitri, I feel craved and desired. There's a hunger with him I've never experienced. But right now, wrapped in Donovan's arms, I feel safe. I feel protected. I feel valued. And that's also something I've never experienced before. And then he does something that proves to me he's a very different man from his father.

He loosens his arms from around me, and he cups my face. His thumbs are gently stroking my cheeks and he's inches away from my face. As though he knew what I was thinking moments before, "Let me protect you, sweetheart." I close my eyes and a moment later his lips are on mine. Gentle and warm, he kisses me. And I kiss him back. It's not demanding, it's not heated, it's not out of obligation. It feels more like a promise.

"I don't know what to do."

Pressing his head against mine, "we will figure it out. Trust me."

I nod and pull away. "We need to get back to work. Only a few hours before we need to get ready for dinner. He nods his head on agreement.

"Okay." He stand up and walks toward his desk, but before sitting down he turns to me, "I'm here for you. When you decide to let me in, I'll be here, sweetheart."

The next few hours pass, much like this morning. Occasionally I look up to Donovan looking at me. He caresses my bare shoulder a few times when passing to retrieve things from the printer. And once, he brushes a kiss across my lips when he leans down to say, "you're absolutely beautiful, Maddie." Which does nothing to help the confusion in my head, and everything to crumble the resolve built since my breakdown earlier.

1700 rolls around and we wrap things up. A few more things to handle after dinner tonight, but overall, we are in a good place. Donovan guides me to the stairs with his hand on my lower back. "Come on, sweetheart. Let go get changed."

My heart flutters. So different from the excited racing it does when Dimitri touches me. The flutter seems more emotional. Once on the first floor, I begin to walk to my room when he takes my hand and pulls me back to him. "Please. Whatever happens, don't let my brothers find out about my dad. I've never told them. Regardless of how I feel, he's my dad. I don't get to respect him, but they deserve him to be the man they think he is." He kisses me gently and walks away. And I think in that moment, he steals a little of my heart. He lost his hero as a child, and he's being a hero protecting his brothers.

With a little over an hour before we have to leave, I decide to shower. Clipping my hair up, so I don't have to redo it, I let the hot water run down my body. Relieving some of the tension of the day. Then, my mind goes wild. How am I going to talk to Jason? How am I going to explain? It's not that I just didn't tell him, it's that I lied, and told him I slept poorly from a hotel pillow. I made that choice. He has every right to be angry at me. I know he doesn't always project it well, but he is justified in his anger.

And then Dimitri. His rule to not kiss me? It's because that's his rule with all of his mistresses before me. He may even have others now. How could I have been so stupid? And at the same time, my pussy clenches as I think about the things he did to me last night. I lean back against the shower wall and I touch myself. Sliding a finger along my slit. I close my eyes and remember the sensations I felt as Dimitri teased my body last night. I slip a couple fingers inside me and and I work them faster, as I think of his hands on me. And just before I come undone, I remember the blindfold coming off, but it's not Dimitri I see, it's Donovan. With his face in my mind, I moan as I cum on my fingers. When my breathing evens out, I finish showering and dry off.

After applying lotion to my legs, I move to my closet to choose my evening wear. The banquet gowns are for the end of the week, but I did bring one dress I think will work for tonight. Slipping into it, I opt out of panties and a bra. This dress is much more flattering without either. Just as I finish my makeup, there's a knock at my door. "One moment," I call out, stepping into my favorite red stilettos, "I'm almost ready."