ʜᴇʀ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ ᴀᴅᴍɪʀᴇʀ +15

She took my breathe away.

𝘔𝘪𝘭𝘢'𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘷
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"Fuck you" I slammed my bedroom door putting my back against the wood to keep the door from being forced open, I felt the pounding I felt the anger building in his fists as he hit the door.

"Mila you fucking slut." He snarled through his teeth listening to his angry words, listening to every thud every single pound that hits the door, I felt the way the door shakes on my spine, feeling the weak word cry against the harsh hits.

"Ares please go the fuck away." I cried for him to leave I pleaded and begged until finally the banging stop and I heard a thud hit the carpet outside my bedroom door, I stood up and slowly creaked the door open peaking my head out the door.

There he layed, I looked at Ares limp body and kneeled next to him pressing my right ear against his chest listening to his steady heart beat, "still alive" I noted and got up picking up the glass vodka bottle he threw at me, getting small pieces of glass in my finger tips, throwing the pieces into the garbage then walking over to Ares.

"Ares." I shook him gently and tilts my head my brown silky hair moving to the right side of my face, his olive green eyes opened and gazed into mine. "Go lay down in my bed" my stern voice ordered him, he slowly got up stumbling into my room and collapsing into my bed.

I stood up and sighed then walked over to the red front door sitting down on the weak wooden bench putting on a old pair of red converse, the shoes had a hole in the side and writing all on the shoes, I grabbed my car keys and walked out of the house walking toward my car unlocking the black range rover, I got into the car starting it and pulling out of the driveway.

After about 15 minutes of driving I pulled up to a Walmart parking lot, watching my surroundings, everything was starting to blurr feeling the tears start to form in my eyes, I slammed my fist again the steering wheel, I let myself scream, I felt the aching in my voice the pain that was going through my body I hit it over and over again finally resting my head on the steering wheel and crying, I let myself sob and feel sorrow.

I left my head resting on the steering wheel listening to the noises around me, on my right hearing the honking of car horns and traffic and on my left I hear the pushing of shopping carts and talking and some slight giggling, I look up finally turning the car off and opening my mirror I looked in my mirror and brushed off the black mascara under my eyes and wiped away the tears that where running down my face, then I put up my hair into a low pony tail.

I opened the car door and stepped out closing the door behind me, I had my car keys in one hand and my wallet in the other, I locked the doors and walked into the Walmart, grabbing a cart putting my wallet and keys into the  baby holder, I let myself yawn and pushed the cart into the store slowly walking down the produce grabbing vegetables such as 1kg of white potatoes, then 1 celery and 4 carrots putting them into a plastic bag, I walked past the salads stopping in my track grabbing a ceaser salad throwing into the cart.

I walked to the meats and grabbing 4 chicken breasts, putting them next to the vegetables that were added to the cart previously, I walked down isles grabbing snacks for my house, and then walked over to the women's clothes passing the baby items when I overheard a conversation.

"Okay listen if it's a girl we can get her this outfit" I heard a girl's gentle raspy voice I looked over to see where the voice was coming from and I saw her, she stood there holding up a pink onesie with bunnies on it, her black dyed hair down by her shoulders and her smile soft and genuine, her hazel eyes glistening from the store lights, I admired her stopping in my tracks, she noticed me and she gently smiled waving at me.

I blushed and smiled nervously back waving my hand side to side, then I stopped at the sight I saw, I blonde girl walked up to her and kissed her lips gently her belly big showing she was pregnant, I frowned and walked away pushing the cart to the women's clothing.

I walked over and grabbed a grey tank top and a brown flannel and I looked through the denim jeans finding a dark navy blue with rips in the right thigh and left knee, I smiled and put it in the cart, and then I walked over to the self check out, I scanned every item and put them into a bag and putting my car into the machine putting in my password.

After I payed for everything I walked out of the store with my payed items and opens the trunk of my black range rover putting the bags of groceries into the trunk of the car, and then I closed the trunk and put the cart away grabbing my wallet and car keys then I got into my car and started it, I put in the Aux playing "Star Shopping by lil peep" and started driving.

(𝘈𝘏𝘏𝘏𝘏 𝘐 𝘏𝘈𝘝𝘌𝘕𝘛 𝘞𝘙𝘖𝘛𝘌 𝘈 𝘚𝘛𝘖𝘙𝘠 𝘐𝘕 𝘞𝘏𝘈𝘛 𝘍𝘌𝘌𝘓𝘚 𝘓𝘐𝘒𝘌 𝘠𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘚, 𝘰𝘮𝘭 𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 1)

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